MC today...

Rotting at home... waiting for time to pass and will be meeting dearies Amanda and da jie later for some light shopping then head to grandmama's place for steamy boaty...
Oooh.... with the cool weather, its good to have something nice soupy and warm... =D

After work yesterday, felt like some glutton. Took a cab down to AMK Hub, weny needed to meet some customer at his place so went off to meet Lynette myself. Walked areound not knowing what to do we decided to sit at Nebo while waiting for weny to reappear. Had super sinful wafles with loads of maple syrup, butter topped with fresh cream and sprinkled with chocolate rice... *yummy yum yum* I took like almost 3/4 of the wafle and that girl only took 2 tiny bites. Then she complained at Suki that I was wasting my char soba. lolBut seriously their char soba was madnessly humongurous la. $6.90 char soba is like 3 small bowls of sakae sushi's charsoba can. Totally worth it! lol.

After sushi, weny had to leave for home. So Lyn and I went to Clinic to meet Salina espacially after she found out I had the amex plat card. She got so excited! She was like 'Do u know with this card, you could go into MOS and bring in 3 pple for free all night? And if you go to anywhere in Clarke Quay under The Canary, you can have house pours one for one all night?' I was like WTH! I've been holding onto this card for 2 years plus already and my dad didn't tell me?? I've been paying freaking cover charges when I go to MOS! I felt cheated. Oh well at least now I know. keke... I'm gonna begin liking MOS again. Smoove, here I come! =D I'm so gonna forget about all the not so nice stuffs that happened over there and start afresh! =D

But I feel bad. We told Salin that we were leaving but she thought we left her behind. Cos we saw that her friends were with her so thought it would be safe. But she seems pissed. Shoots. Totally dun feel good at all.... It was all supposed to be happy, fun and it seems to be ruined.

Dilemma....

Should I or should I not???
So difficult to decide!!!!!!!

Spoke to froggy earlier this evening...
Mambo next Wednesday??
I wanna go!!!!!! but need to work on Thursday...
HOW!!!! what should I do??

should I?? should I?? should I??

la kopied with dar, uncle Bernard and James earlier at some random coffee shop near our places. Finally I realised the difference between girls talk and men's talk. Super wrong and random.
But at least I've "broaden my horizon" like what "someone" said to me just now... lol.

One more day of May to go and I'll say hello June.
Need to start running again. Been slacking these 2 days. hmmm... no good. I need to buck up and prepare... 1st month is gone. Upcoming 2nd month will be tougher. No more reliving at any other branches. I'm dead. I need to prepare my month.

Feeling: mixed.

Remember how I hated roadshows?

After coming to this company, my perception of roadshows has changed... I'm actually looking forward to roadshows!! haha... surprise surprise...
I think its the people... People just simply makes a huge difference. People as in manager in charge and all... collegues wise... hmmm... about the same no diff... but till now I still miss those days where we would just gather after meetings for like major bitching session as a team.

Over here its rather different. Guess its the culture. Even in branch. Things are different. ops are not as helpful as back then. Yesterday for example, Wen and I went for lunch opposite the building after lunching, rained super heavily. Someone needed to leave the branch meaning to say there would be no rm in the bank so I said we're trapped at the coffeeshop cos we had no umbrellas. She said she'll bring it over. Ok maybe my directions weren't clear (haha those who knows me will understand haha... esp michele with directions... cannot make it lol) Waited and waited noone came. Called her, she has already left but told us maybe we could use newspapers/cardboard and run across the street... -_-" WTH! I wasn't the one who called her back la cos I was on the phone with my previous boss. It was an overseas call so I didn't wanna hang up so wen spoke to her instead. If I were the one over the phone, I would have told her off already lo. haix. anyways.... things on this side is rather good...

Own branch pple can't help always bothering pple from other branches. *paisehness* lol. How sad... Daddy Fie called me from BeiJing today!!! haha He said he'll be back this Sunday. just nice froggy would have finished her exams then we can go party again!! WooHoo!!! Which means more KTV sessions too!!! haha...

Life has been rather dull these 2 weeks.... Dar seems to be forever busy, noone to entertain me... T_T I hope he would be doing good... then can spend more time together already.. I miss him... LOL... Suddenly, I feel like fishing. Need to get off busy urban life... go for something relaxing...

Will be going to sentosa with the gemmnes on 15th June!!! Looking forward to it... relaxation n tranquility!! Then off on 16th shiok~

Oooh ya... i haven't announced yet!! I'm starting school from 30th June onwards!!!!! Finally!!!! haha... Been delaying for far too long... Clara, froggy, ain't the both of u proud of me? I miss the both of u soo soo much!!! Carrot cake n lemon tea at amk soon!! I have so much to bitch about!!! Date date date!! We need a date for some girl bonding!!! 21st will be my orientation!

So many happenings! I have so much to do!! Argh~ I need time!! lol~

In love with a jap series....

タイヨウのうた - A song to the sun

was filmed in 2006.

synopsis

Kaoru Amane is a street musician suffering form XP(xeroderma pigmentosum), an incurable disease not letting her go into the sun. She meets the highschool student Kouji Fujishiro who just lost his job. She is building him up with her music. Although he almost forgot about his love for music Kouji regains it by meeting Kaoru...

OST




Lyrics:

震えている私の手に　
初めて君が触れて優しい気持ち　
暖かさに　やっと気付いたんだ閉ざした窓開ければ　
新しい風が吹いた

笑って　
泣いて　
君と出会えて見える世界は輝き出した向日葵揺れる　
太陽の下で感じていた　風を　
日々を…
信じること迷うことも立ち止まることも全部私が今ここで生きてる答えかもしれないモノクロの毎日が色付いて行くように

笑って　
泣いて　
君と出会えて続く未来は輝いていた向日葵揺れる　
太陽の下でわたしのまま明日を歌うよ...

限りにない日々も止まらない時間もどれなけ愛せるかな愛せるよね君がいれば二人さえも逸らさないで...

笑って　
泣いて　
君と出会えて続く未来は輝いていた向日葵揺れる　
太陽の下でわたしのまま明日をありがとう伝えたい今なら言えるよ過ごした季節も忘れはしないよ向日葵揺れるタイヨウのように私のうた君を照らすよ...

私のまま・・・
君を・・・・
君を・・・

translated :

Having touched my quivering hands for the first time
I've finally became aware of your warmth and gentle feeling
If the tightly shut window were opened,
a new wind would blow

smiling,
crying,
meeting you by chanceThe world I could see was radiant
A sunflower swaying beneath the sunHaving felt the breeze,
every day...

Beliefs, hesitation,
and standing still,
all thisMe, living here now,
might be the answer
Just like adding color to monochrome days

Smiling,
crying,
meeting you by chance
The continuous future has sparkled
A sunflower swaying beneath the sunas I have been,
tomorrow I'll sing...

Days without endand time that never stops
How much can we love?
We can love, right?
If you are here, only us two...
don't turn away...

Smiling,
crying,
meeting you by chance
The continuous had sparkled
A sunflower swaying beneath the sun
As I have been, tomorrow...

Right now, I want to tell you

"Thank you"I won't forget seasons that has since past.
A sunflower swaying beneath the sun
My song will shine for you...
As I have been...

Thinking of you...
Thinking of you...