My phone going psychotic... hmm... maybe its a sign... Just 2 days ago the screened just blanked out on my way to work... when restarted, I never received any masges or calls... Just this morning, I received 20 msgs all at one go!!!!!!

hmmm yes its a sign... I think I know where to spend my bonus on next month... heehee... and all new LG KG800... hehheh

isn't it just gorgeous???

A lil glimsp of what I've been up to today

Met that special someone to have porridge at my fav store...

Decorated his car...

Looked for pretty car accessories...

Washed his car...

Changed headlights...

makan at Toa Payoh lor 8 coffeeshop...

home sweet home...

heehee... what a fruitful day... and oh shall show u my fav pillow and remote control in his car...

isn't he adorable??? heehee

Spoke to daddy fie 2 days ago and I've realized how I haven't really met up with my friends... haha... we were talking planning on when to go phtotaking and all... then I asked him when was the last time I last saw him... both of us were in shock that we've not seen each other for like 1 yr already!!!! OMG~ 1 year passes super fast... He told me I shld blog on it so ya... I'm here... daddy fie satisfied?? lol want me to announce further??


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THERE.... better??? lol... that was exclusively for daddy fie~

Oh!!!! Dar has gotten a new car a 2006 mitsibitshi lancer!!!! hahaha... I'm so gonna decorate this car for him... lol... It arrived afew days ago but I had no time to blog about it... heehee... I got this super cute tigger cushion... and its gonna stay in the car... lol.. I wonder why he got so scared when I told him what I wanted to be in the car... kekeke...



Anyway, watched DOA last nite... hmmmz what can I say about the show... very much like Street Fighter the movie... lol... maybe its the colours... erm... guess the only good thing about the show are just the girls... haha... Thats all.

Feeling retardedly rotty today... so guess I'll just bump around and wait for tmr to come by... =D Block leave in 2 weeks... getting excited!! ahh!!

Got this from Jon... haha.... tsk tsk what are students coming to nowadays.. lol... good laughter...

I think somehow sometimes I can be such a bitch... Remember my previous entry I was so pissed and down about this girl getting the job instead of me?? Well it turned out she did not get the job... darn it man... I think I'm bitching too much at work... shit.. I dun like this side of myself..

I noticed a change in me... I never used to bad mouth pple and all... and now I'm slowly turning into this despicable thing... sharks... think really sucks... I dun like this new me... I wanna return to old me.. ME!! Michele!!! The old old Michele!!!

I cannot stand the managment......
my manager broke the news to me... They said I was still too young... I needed another 3 to 6 months... then maybe could confirm a place for me as a financial consultant... WTF... they agreed an 'O' level grad for the job... Now I wonder then why shld they place the requirment for the job... diploma or degree holders... they want the paper work?? I have... the records, I also have got it... what else they want...

I feel super sore... Then what's the freaking use of a diploma or a degree... might as well just destroy all those papers... might as well I should have just finished my 'O' levels then join the bank, work 3 yrs then ask for a transfer... RETARDED SIA!!!!! Super pissed now... Its damm disturbing losing to a bloody 'O' level grad... Shit sia...

Life's just like that... so darn unfair...

Anywayz... popped by the eisen guards bloggy!!! hahaha... Daddy fie amazed?? haha ya... didn't know what to do so just dropped by... they've uploaded some clips of their performance... They played super well... haha... ya noticed?? I said played well?? *heehee* I think those who know me would be able to get why I said played well n not sang well.. *oops* too much info.. haha so do drop by n look see ya?? haha...

The Eisen Guards

OMG OMG OMG!!!!!!! hahahaha... the most hilarious thing happened at branch yesterday!!!!!

Someone shat at branch!!!! lol... disgustingly funny but true... A pretty elderly lady in her 60s came with her son to our branch yest bout 5.50 to do some transactions... at 6, my cisco asked her who are u waiting for and she told him oh my son's doing the transactions cos i cannot stand for long... so he just smiled and said ok...

Bout a minute later, she suddenly lifted the right side of her butt and gave a very disturbing but relaxed facial expression and later slowly placed her butt down again... so my cisco thought omg she lifted to let out gas... how disturbing... then awhile later he smelt smthing... he thought it was just the aftermath... when the son came over, she got up... walked 2 steps and a nice round pile of shit fell outta her pants!!!!!!!! She and her son turned around, looked at it, faced the cisco, turned back and ran away... My cisco totally freaked out and everyone evacuated the banking hall!!!!! OMG!!!!! Damm disgusting la... and silly me.. was so retarded... did not know what happened till I saw the shit... sicko....

had to call the cleaners to clear the area... poor cleaners... then while cleaning up, i noticed the chair had some stains as well... and I found out she peed on the chair as well!!!!

Omg.... haha... am supposed to be doing my apprasial but I cannot help it... when my manager told me to think of how to make customers feel comfortable, I felt like saying... I dun think its nessary... cos our customers are so comfortable that they could do their business here... lol hahahaha.... but oh well... no use... still hafta think... lol...

I feel like just burying my head underground...

I wanna get away from everything, I just wanna hide... My future seems so bleak... I do not know what to do... I need some advice, but I dunnoe where to start or how to end... Everything's in a swirl now... I can't think straight...

I need a light... someone show me?? tell me what to do?? I'm really sick and tired of everything... I wonder how long I can take all this... I need a break... I need to breathe...

Can everything just go away?? I'm like having negative thoughts again... How I wish life was like a game... like super mario... then when I'm sick of it, I can just jump off the cliff and say game over... then start everything nicely again... *sighz* but sadly, life isn't like that... Its a one way thing... whatever u do now I cannot look back and regret... all I can do now is... think of ways to improve... to do better...

oh well... I hope things will get better... *prays* really really hard...*

Somebody save me pls???? I'm obsessed!!!!!! haha... as u can see I'm obsessed with disney princesses!!! Now my collection's complete... I have the limited edition of all the disney princess classics!!!! YAY~

haha... maybe I'm just random now cos I'm bored... watched little mermaid the 3rd time today, rotted and slacked at home all day... wanted to study but nothing seems to be getting into my head... hmmz and I wonder why...

Blogged this morning... but I just couldn't help but blog a 2nd time... lol.. BORING~ dar has gone out to study...

At least I have one main entertainment now... DADDY FIE!!! hahaha... my daddy who keeps bugging me for his milkshake... lol.. one hell of fun person to hang out with... He may look quiet... but he's rather nonsensical I must say... evil is his middle name and never fails to crack me up... lol... right now I'm sounding as though I'm promoting him... lol... nah... just totally random...

hmmmz... maybe I shld leave with some of my all time favourite tracks...

Had dinner with dar last night... Actually its his promotional dinner at Clarke Quay... Could they are are a pretty fun bunch of guys but I dunnoe why... isit me or what... I keep having this feeling that they do not really like my dar... and somehow, some dun seem too friendly... I attempted to make conversation but i think it failed terribly... Highly annoying... Spoke to this girl who's an air stewardess with Japan Airlines.. Bet if i never spoken to her, none of the other guys would have spoken to dar... hmmm... he said they are like this when they see pple whom they dunnoe or not know too well... but i think this is too much... at least shld just like introduce each other then sit down and at least chat alil right?? hmmmz... i dunnoe... but on the whole... dinner was still good...

After dinner, we went for movie... John Tucker must die. Not a bad show.. lol.. reminds me alot of what happened in poly... hahaha... its like history repeating itself... the only diff is the guy's not as hunky, as atheletic or as good lookin as John Tucker.... hahaha... oh and the ending was different... mine just stopped at the slapping part... thats all..

But one thing I've learnt from this movie... whats the point of hating a person... cos the more u try to hate a person goes to show how much ur life still evolves around that particular person... So dun bother... Just take it and leave it... Simply ignore.

This is the utmost ultimate... Ultimate of all Ultimate.. Wonder how long can I take this

Been really tired and pissed at work... Short-handed.. Horrible queue... irritating people...

Some pple are just plain retarded... Was serving the queue as usual, many pple were complaining that the queue was long and they waited for quite some time... then there was this lady... "Oh my... the queue's so long, I'm so tired already... I've been standing till my legs wanna give way..." so I just smiled back as usual and said sorry... then she added "Why is the queue so long??" So I told her some pple might have longer transactions and hole up the queue but she didn't wanna take the explaination keep complaining and complaining so I got fed up trying to explain and said how may I help u and bloody hell she wanted to make 7 deposits all into the same account booklet... WTF!! then she said cos it would be easier to do her accounts and monitor... OMG PLS LA ITS A BLOODY PERSONAL ACCOUNT Can NOT SOME COMPANY OSO... so I tried to maintain my cool and said... well the queue is formed cos of some customers who does multiple deposits into a single account and starts complaining non-stop... immidiately she shut up... then i smiled at her and continued with my work.. woah... really can't take this kinda pple... argh~

Today, I found out I had to do some additional duties... and I realised that tmr I'll be attending some function so I would be having difficulties trying to finish up the stuff. I asked everyone around me for help to swap duties or maybe help me alil... but noone did... all just finished whatever they need to do and left... leaving me alone... All the talks about team work... all rubbish... whenever they need help, I always go the extra mile, help them... they have difficulties with the computer, I solve it for them... and now?? all I ask is a small favour, they just shut me off...

So far, still no news... am still waiting for the results... guess will be giving another week... if I still dun hear anything... I know what I shld do next... I guess I'll say goodbye to the bank... hello... hmmm dunnoe hello to where but I think I should be able to get a new job real soon... =)

Disappeared for a pretty long time....
well... been really busy... catching up with friends, having tons and tons of work... and also haven't really been healthy...

I'm now waiting... its a real painful wait... I hope everything turns out well... Will be getting results this week...

pls pray for me...