Home for 2 days....

10am...
Boring Boring Boring....

Yest was simply boring... couldn't go out... was home the whole day... rotted... rotted and rotted somemore... Watched full house like the 5th time... then went dinner with dar...

I seem to be getting more and more short tempered... hmmm... I wonder why...

At least today wun be as bad... cos my froggy's coming over!!! yup we're going to the hair dresser's together cos she wanna curl her hair... lol.. gonna like be there for another 3 to 4 hours...

All of them are darn evil!!! dar, frog and her bf told me that this sat during steamboat, I cannot have PRAWNS!!!!!! NNNOOOOOO!!!!!!! I can die without prawns... tell me what's steamboat without prawns?? And dar was the best he said... "Good... then I dun hafta peel for u..." EVILNESS!!!! plain evil...

but anyway I'm still looking forward to steamyboaty... lol...

8.08pm...
Just came back from dinner with dar... not feeling too well... maybe its just me... I guess I am just lack of confidence...

Suddenly I feel that something bad might just happen... I suddenly dun feel as happy.... I hafta admit... I'm horrible at relationships... I always need constant reassurance... well, maybe that's just me... or maybe its just the time of the month... I dunnoe... I haven't felt this way for a long time...the last time feeling this way was like 2 years ago... after that everything was fine... now... it seems to be coming back again... sheesh... how to get rid of this feeling... I just couldn't help but think...

How... someone pls help me... I desperately need help....

Highly ANNOYING!!!!

darn it... my contacts broke in my eye at work today... hurts like hell... I can't see in direct light... gawd i feel so blind...

Doc said i have a scratch on my eye... in the next 3 days if there's smthing white on my cornea, it means I have cornea infection...

why must all docs make things sound so serious?? grrr... he told me if it doesn't get better in 3 days see him again... oh gawd...

But dar was nice when he heard I was at the doctor's, he came over earlier than usual to pick me up from work... heehee...

He wanted to give me an mc for today and tmr but I told him... I think I shld be able to tolerate for another 2 hours... so he gave me an mc for tmr instead... but i'm thinking, well if I'm better tmr might as well just go to work esp when we're short of staff now...

Its Winnie's last day... will be missing her alot... cos she's always with a whole lot of crap.. lol but its good crap... so it won't be so boring at work... *sighz* nomore wednesday breakfast with her... But at least may will still be around for now... why for now?? cos I think she's gonna leave soon... everyone's leaving... except me... how sad...

i dunnoe why... I'm thinking alot lately...
I always have this thinking that when a guy and a girl are together,
I would rather the guy to love the girl more...
so that the girl will not feel so much pain...
but when u think about it...
How would you know...
or
How are u going to measure who loves who more??
hmmm... I dunnoe...
Now i'm afraid...
cos...
I think i'm sinking alil too deep...

THANK U BABES

Truely enjoyed myself last nite... thank u... I think we shld have more of these gatherings dun u think so? *winks*

*muacks muacks muacks*

LOVE MY BABY GIRLS SOO SOOO SOOO SOOOO MUCH!!!!!!!!!

Darlings... I've totally enjoyed my day... thanks u!!! haha... This year's bdae may be alil quieter but its still very meaningful esp when I get to spend it with the both of u...

Totally looking forward to seeing u girls again later...

Love ya love ya love ya!!!!

Thank you Thank you Thank you

Thanks for loving me the way u love me

Thank you for tolerating me nomatter how annoying or irritating I may get

No matter what happens, you're always there for me

Thanks for making my day so special.

~I love you~

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A note to my grandmama....

AH MA!!!

Went Centrepoint earlier in the night for dinner at Teochew City!!! heehee... its my grandmama's birthday!!! heehee...

As usual had massive photo whoring session... I love my gemmnes!!!!! I love my grandmama!!! I love everyone!!!! heehee....

Still in Holiday mode...

though back at work today, had difficulty crawling outta bed this morning... reached home at 11 plus last night... Went the last NDP at the national stadium with my 2 beloved cousins, aunt, uncle and dar... Truely enjoyed myself...

Big Thank you to Mand... haha... if it weren't for her, we would not have been able to enjoy ourselves so much!!! *muacks* thanks babe!!

mixed...... Feelings....

Confused but not so confused

Hppy but sad

hmmmz.... I'm so unsure of myself...

not knowing what I want at all...

need advice..

but who to turn to??

Hoping somebody just that anybody can help me and give me some answers....