number of roses and their meanings

A single bloom of red rose love at first sight or "I still love you"
A single rose in any colour indicates simplicity and gratitude
2 roses mutual feelings
3 roses "I love you"
7 roses "I'm infatuated with you"
9 roses "We'll be together forever"
10 roses "You are perfect"
11 roses "You are My Treasured One"
12 roses "Be mine!"
13 roses "Friends forever"
15 roses "I'm truly sorry"
20 roses "I'm truly sincere towards you"
21 roses "I'm dedicated to you"
24 roses "Forever yours"
25 roses Congratulations
36 roses "Remembering our romantic times"
40 roses "My genuine love for you"
50 roses Unconditional love
99 roses "I will love you all the days of my life"
101 roses "I'm completely devoted to you"
108 roses "Will you marry me?"
999 roses "I love you till the end of time"

Meanings of other flowers

[Acacia] = Concealed Love; Beauty in Retirement; Chaste Love
[Ambrosia] = Your Love is Reciprocated
[Amaryllis] = Pride; Pastoral Poetry
[Hippeastrum] = I am proud of you; pride
[Anemone] = Forsaken
[Mona Lisa] = I don't want to lose you
[Anthurium,Red] = You work to get where you are
[Anthurium,White] = Think of me
[Arbutus] = Thee Only Do I Love
[Aster] = Symbol of Love, Daintiness
[Aster China] = Variety is the spice of life
[Azalea] = Take Care of Yourself for Me; Temperance; Fragile Passion; Chinese Symbol of Womanhood
[Bachelor Button Single] = Blessedness
[Begonia] = Beware
[Bells Of Ireland] = Good Luck
[Bellflower/Campanula] = Gratitude
[Bird of Paradise] = Freedom, Good perspective
[Bittersweet] = Truth
[Butterfly Orchid] = You are always on my mind
[Bluebell] = Humility
[Cactus] = Endurance
[Camellia,Pink] = Longing for you
[Camellia,Red] = You're a Flame in My Heart
[Camellia,White] = You're Adorable
[Carnation,General] = Fascination; Woman Love
[Carnation,Pink] = I'll Never Forget You; Motherly love
[Carnation,Red] = My Heart Aches For You; Admiration;
I hold you in high esteem; respect
[Carnation,Purple] = Capriciousness
[Carnation,Solid Color] = Yes
[Carnation,Striped] = No; Refusal; Sorry I Can't Be With You;
Wish I Could Be With You
[Carnation,White] = Sweet and Lovely; Innocence; Pure Love;
Woman's Good Luck Gift
[Carnation,Yellow] = You Have Disappointed Me; Rejection; Enjoy the moment
[Cattail] = Peace; Prosperity
[Celosia] = Fortune
[Chrysanthemum,General] = You're a Wonderful Friend; Cheerfulness and Rest
[Chrysanthemum,White] = Truth
[Chrysanthemum,Yellow] = Slighted Love
[Crocus] = Cheerfulness
[Cyclamen] = Don't lose faith in me
[Cypress] = Mourning
[Cyclamen] = Resignation and Good-bye
[Daffodil] = Regard; Unrequited Love; You're the Only One;
The Sun is Always Shining when I'm with You
[Daffodil Narcissus] = You are an angel
[Dahlia] = Fickleness
[Daisy] = Innocence; Loyal Love; I'll Never Tell; Purity
[Daisy,Garden] = I share your sentiment
[Daisy,Red] = Joy
[Daisy,White] = Innocence; truth
[Daisy,Yellow] = I will try hard to earn your love
[Dandelion] = Faithfulness; Happiness
[FERN] = Magic; Fascination; Confidence and Shelter
[FIR] = Time
[FLAX] = Domestic Symbol
[Flowering Cabbage] = Prosperity
[Foget-Me-Not] = True Love; Memories
[Forsythia] = Anticipation
[Gardenia] = You're Lovely; Secret Love
[Geranium] = Stupidity; Folly
[Gerbera] = You are the sunshine of my life
[Ginger,Pink] = Diversity
[Ginger,Red] = Unlimited Wealth
[Gladioli] = Give Me a Break; I'm Really Sincere; Flower of the Gladiators
[Gladiolus/Sword Lily] = Strength of Character
[Gloxinia] = Love at First Sight
[Heather,Lavender] = Admiration; Solitude
[Heather,White] = Protection; Wishes Will Come True
[Helenium] = I miss you very much
[Heliconia] = Great returns
[Holly] = Defense; Domestic Happiness
[Hyacinth,General] = Games and Sports; Rashness; Flower Dedicated to Apollo
[Hyacinth,Blue] = Constancy; Predictability; reliable
[Hyacinth,Purple] = I am Sorry; Please Forgive Me; Sorrow
[Hyacinth,Red/Pink] = Play
[Hyacinth,White] = Loveliness; I'll Pray for You; Subtle and graceful
[Hyacinth,Yellow] = Jealousy
[Hyacinthus,Pink] = Active; energetic
[Hydrangea] = Thank You for Understanding; Frigidity; Heartlessness; Arrogance; aloofness
[Iris] = Fleur-de-lis; Emblem of France; Your Friendship Means so Much to Me;
Faith; Hope; Wisdom and Valor; My Compliments; Passion
[Ivy] = Wedded Love; Fidelity; Friendship; Affection;
Friendship; fidelity; marriage
[Jasmine] = Amiability
[Jonquil] = Love Me; Affection Returned; Desire; Sympathy;
Desire for Affection Returned
[Larkspur,White] = Joyful; happy-go-lucky
[Larkspur,Pink] = Fickleness
[Larkspur,Purple] = Sweet disposition
[Lilac Field] = Humility
[Lilac,Purple] = You are my first love
[Lilac,White] = You are so pure and innocent
[Lily,Calla] = Your voice is music to my ears
[Lily,Casablanca] = I am in heaven when I'm with you
[Lily,Pink] = Romantic
[Lily,Stargazer] = I see heaven in your eyes
[Lily,Yellow] = Live for the moment; nothing is forever;
I'm Walking on Air; False and Gay
[Lily,White] = Virginity; Purity; Majesty; It's Heavenly to be with You
My love is pure and innocent
[Lily,Calla] = Beauty
[Lily,Day] = Coquetry; Chinese Emblem for Mother
[Lily,Eucharis Maiden] = Charms
[Lily,Tiger] = Wealth; Pride
[Lily Of The Valley] = Sweetness; Tears of the Virgin Mary; Return to Happiness; Humility; You've Made My Life Complete
[Magnolia] = Nobility
[Marigold] = Cruelty; Grief; Jealousy
[Mistletoe] = Kiss me; Affection; To Surmount Difficulties;
Sacred Plant of India
[Monkshood] = Beware; A Deadly Foe is Near
[Moss] = Maternal Love; Charity
[Myrtle] = Love; Hebrew Emblem of Marriage
[Narcissus] = Egotism; Formality; Stay as Sweet as You Are
[Nasturtium] = Conquest; Victory in Battle
[Oleander] = Caution
[Orange Blossom] = Innocence; Eternal Love; Marriage and Fruitfulness
[Orange Mock] = Deceit
[Orchid] = Love; Beauty; Refinement; Beautiful Lady; Chinese Symbol for Many Children
[Orchid,Cattleya] = Mature Charm
[Paeonia] = Bashful
[Palm leaves] = Victory and Success
[Peony] = Shame; Happy Life; Happy Marriage
[Petunia] = Resentment; Anger; Your Presence Sooths Me
[Phlox] = A good partnership; harmony
[Pine] = Hope; Pity
[Poppy,Oriental] = Silence is golden
[Poppy,Red] = Consolation; Pleasure
[Poppy,Scarlet] = Extravagance
[Poppy,White] = Tranquility; Consolation
[Poppy,General] = Eternal Sleep; Oblivion; Imagination
[Poppy,Yellow] = Wealth; Success
[Primrose] = I Can't Live Without You
[Primrose,Evening] = Inconstancy
[Ranunculus] = You are very attractive
[Rose,Black] = You are my obsession
[Rose,Champagne] = You are tender & loving
[Rose,Leonidas] = Sweet love
[Rose,Nicole] = You are graceful & elegant; aristocratic
[Rose,Orange] = You are my secret love
[Rose,Pink] = Brilliant Complexion; the glow of your smile;
Perfect Happiness; Please Believe Me
[Rose,Red] = Passionate love; Love; I Love You
[Rose,White] = I am worthy of you; spiritual love; Innocence and Purity;
I am Worthy of You; You're Heavenly; Secrecy and Silence
[Rose,White & Red] = We are not separable; unity
[Rose,White & Red Mixed] = Unity; Flower Emblem of England
[Rose,White-Dried] = Death is Preferable to Loss of Virtue
[Rose,Yellow] = I am not worthy of your love; Decrease of Love;
Jealousy; Try to Care
[Rose,Bridal] = Happy Love
[Rose,Dark Crimson] = Mourning
[Rose,Hibiscus] = Delicate Beauty
[Rose,Leaf] = You May Hope
[Rose,Tea] = I'll Remember Always
[Rose,Thornless] = Love at First Sight
[Roses,Bouquet] = of Mature Blooms Gratitude
[Roses,Single] = Full Bloom I Love You; I Still Love You
[Rosebud] = Beauty and Youth; A Heart Innocent of Love
[Rosebud,Red] = Pure and Lovely
[Rosebud,White] = Girlhood
[Rosebud,Moss] = Confessions of Love
[Scabiosa] = Admiration
[Scilla] = Forgive & forget
[Snapdragon] = Please don't misunderstand
[Snowball/Viburnum] = Commitment
[Spider Flower] = Elope with Me
[Stock] = Lasting beauty
[Sunflower] = Adoration
[Sweet Pea] = Delicate pleasures; Good-bye; Departure; Blissful Pleasure; Thank You for a Lovely Time
[Smilax] = Loveliness
[Snapdragon] = Deception; Gracious Lady
[Stephanotis] = Happiness in Marriage; Desire to Travel
[Stock] = Bonds of Affection; Promptness; You'll Always Be Beautiful to Me
[Tulip,Cream] = I will love you forever
[Tulip,Red] = Declaration of love; Believe Me; Declaration of Love
[Tulip,Yellow] = I am hopelessly in love; There's Sunshine in Your Smile
[Tulip,General] = Perfect Lover; Frame; Flower Emblem of Holland
[Tulip,Variegated] = Beautiful Eyes
[Veronica] = Fidelity
[Violet] = Modesty
[Violet,Blue] = Watchfulness; Faithfulness; I'll Always Be True
[Violet,White] = Let's Take a Chance
[Waratah] = Prosperity
[Willow] = Bravery & humanity Zinnia Thoughts of absent friends
[Zinnia,Magenta] = Lasting Affection
[Zinnia,Mixed] = Thinking (or In Memory) of an Absent Friend
[Zinnia,Scarlet] = Constancy
[Zinnia,White] = Goodness
[Zinnia,Yellow] = Daily Remembrance

10 devious ways to win an argument

1. Cry
This works every time if it is not overused. Remember though, don't be too dramatic - there's no need to tear your hair, howl in anguish or throw yourself on the ground and cover yourself in ashes. On the other hand, a few meaningful tears will often soften him up enough to help him see your side of things

2. Keep on talking
Bore him into submission! This is particularly useful when justifying expensive purchases he doesn't approve of: 'I could have chosen the cheaper butcher's block (with no extra drawers or wine rack), but the deluxe version had hanging hooks, wine rack and removable dishwasher-proof chopping board. And although the super-deluxe (with fixable castors, a towel rail and two extra drawers) was very nice, I thought the deluxe, which came ready-assembled...'

3. Seduce him
Let's not discuss the mortgage/new car/where we're spending Christmas right now - I'm so horny! You'll find he's far more agreeable after a good session. God, us girls can be wicked sometimes!

4. Get his mum on your side
If he finds out that his mum agrees with you that nipple piercings on men are the best invention since sliced bread, you're far more likely to have him heading down to the piercing parlour. This can work with best friends, too, who also have a big influence over blokes, but Mummy is all-powerful and far more scary to defy!

5. Shout
For preference, do this in public. Blokes hate a scene and will often back down rather than fight it out - especially in front of friends or at expensive restaurants. But you don't want him going home and changing his mind, do you? So don't stop shouting until he gives in and surrenders utterly, categorically and pathetically to your wishes. There, that's a good boy!

6. Flatter his ego
'You're so GOOD at putting at the rubbish out/booking holidays/choosing presents for me...' Get the idea?

7. Beg
Say, 'Pleeeeease!' Be unashamedly abject. Stoop as low as you can, and then stoop lower! If something appears to mean so much to you, most men won't argue about it

8. Blame your period
You don't want him thinking you're completely useless for a week out of every month, but there are times when your period and PMT are great for getting you off the hook. Car accidents and forgetting to pass on messages are easily forgiven if committed at a certain time of the month. 'I'm sorry I slept with your best friend, but my period's about to start,' obviously won't go down so well

9. 'I did it for you!'
Claim that whatever you did wrong was done for the sole purpose of pleasing him. How were you to know he'd hate having a pink front door/a male stripagram (ooops!)/tickets to see Tom Jones?

10. Dig in those gorgeous high heels
As a last resort, try simply refusing to give any ground until you get your way. Most blokes find a forceful woman who really knows what she wants strangely attractive, and will often sit back and wonder rather than taking up the challenge against her. Very wise!

Leo... ME!!!! lol

All Leo's have high standards and they don't like to let themselves or anyone else down. They enjoy being seen as a person of substance and status, and prefer to be in a position to help others rather than approaching them cap in hand. Leo's pride would not allow them to live or work in a situation that they consider as 'beneath' them. They are far more comfortable working in an exciting area where they can jet off to glamorous places and influence the more mundane members of planet Earth. Leo's won't stand for being treated with contempt or ridicule, but they are very aware of other people's need for dignity, so they are rarely offensive or hurtful.

Leo's can become surprisingly downhearted on occasion, but they don't usually stay depressed for long and their confidence returns fairly quickly. The thing that saves most Leo's in hard times is their joyful sense of humour.

Leo's faults include impatience and a tendency to over dramatise problems. They become irritable when things go wrong and quite sarcastic when ill, under pressure or over-tired. Leo's live in the fast lane, working and playing very hard. However they must remember to build in some rest and recovery time. They can be pushy parents because they want their children to achieve as much as they have - and exceed it. Leo's encourage their children to become independent.

Leo's are generous and kind and will do anything to help others, especially their family. They excel as a family member and enjoy keeping in touch with relatives although are not the type to cling. As a marriage partner, Leo's are very loyal and dependable, as long as they're feeling loved and at the center of the family network. It is very unlikely for Leo's to have a fling simply out of curiosity, although if they are feeling undervalued and unloved by those around them, it may lead in that direction.

Leo's love the best of everything. They love to travel to smart places and to holiday in five-star comfort. Their values are traditional and although there are a few rogue Leo's around who seem to have no standards at all, these are untypical.

Ruling Planet: Sun
Quality: Fixed
Element: Fire
Flower: Sun Flower

my point of view in relationships

Relationships can really be a pain in the neck at times... At first, it may be sweet... but later, things will get monotonous....

Why u wonder...

Well... firstly... you may think he is the right guy for u... u may click well with him... Lotsa things to chat about.... about ur past... thinkings for the future.. yadda yadda yadda... but later, when you get to know him long enough, there will be another set of things you would like to think about... is he really good enough?? Is he really the kinda guy you wanna be with?? Then topics will run dry... he change, you change... hmmmz... well... noone can remain the same all the time right??

When this happens, you will start to ponder... hmmmz... do you wanna try to make this relationship work or just let it go since he's no longer "your type"...

For me... of cos I will try to make it work... but I guess if it still doesn't work out for the both of us then well, guess I will have no choice but to say sayonara...

I remember in sec 1, we were made to write an essay "My perfect guy"... lol... I totally blanked out when I saw the topic... I just dunnoe what to write... cos I know for a fact that there is never a perfect guy... Noone in this world is perfect... if there is someone sooo perfect... my gawd I will be sooo afraid sia~ lol

My dad once told me... How long can you be in love with a person for?? Is love really everlasting?? The bottom line is... in many years to come... maybe 10 years down the road, the passion, the love would have faded and something else will come in... and that will be responsibility...

That is why whenever I see a very old couple, walking hand in hand, I find them sooo cute, sooo loving and sooo sweet... so envious of them... how I wish when I am old, I will also have someone to walk hand in hand with... it will be just so cool... lol

Lovely Sunday afternoon

Was supposed to go church with mummy this afternoon... but mummy changed her mind at the last min... She left home without me this morning... Came home with brunch, then she told me that my aunty was coming to our place in the afternoon and they will be going over to my other aunty's place that's why she left in the morning... sheesh... sighz... well got started with my report...

Am supposed to submit it tmr... not really done yet... but am gonna finish soon... yay~ Think I'll hafta start studyin soon... exams will be on the following week... 29th and 30th... muz study... no more play for me... so I guess I'll disappear for quite some time so dun miss me too much...

To those having their exams soon... good luck and all the best... *muacks*

one down another to go...

Had my csa lab test this morning... totally forgot how to type the codes... sheesh... short term memory... what to do... *sighz* but luckily my tutor was nice so he helped me throughout the lab test... *yippie* teehee...

Will be having my int interview later... hope my other tutor would be nice to not ask too difficult questions...

Will be meeting my prettaye ladies later for dinner... heehee gonna dine at kenny Rogers... Yummy yummy yum yum... heehee... think after today I'm soooo gonna put on afew more pounds... *grinz* but I'm a happy gurl so who cares... lol...

Poobles had his interview today... I wonder how it went... hope it'll be successful... cos I know he always wanted to be in the air force... *prays hard*

Well... guess I gtg... will blog again soon... *sianz* hafta prepare for silly silly interview... adios peeps~

cheesed off

Maybe its cos I haven't had enough sleep for the past few days so feeling rather down lately... *yawnz*

Met the pretty ladies at ssdc this morning... When Fi went for her driving lesson, Shal, Ena and I went to the canteen for brunch... After her lesson, went to Jubilee for snacks and get cdrs for shal...

Went to shal's house later to burn songs for her... strange... I have always been afraid of Kenji (Shal's dog) but today I dunnoe why I find him sooo cute... lol... maybe its cos he's very nice and quiet today...

Anyway after burning cds, came home and found out my fav pet fishie just passed away... super sad now... T_T

Long day... but a pretty happy one...

Met pretty Fiona in bus 74 this morning and made our way to SIM... Wanted to sign up for some degree course and she could not decide so we gals were there to help her... Later had breakfast with her while waiting for princess Shal...

After meeting the princess, te both of us accompanied her for her 3 hr revision lecture... Attended only an hour of it... felt pretty sian so left... Went back to SIM to help Fiona with her registration... Saw some courses that I was rather interested in... but sadly I guess I was only qualified for one... and I'll hafta wait for the next intake which is next year... :( So that means if the local U does not accept me, I'll have a year of break... hmmmz... think during this year, thou shall go get a job... While Fi was applying for the course she wanted, Poopsie dar came over to look for us... The after the registration was fully done, the four of us headed to look for YK, Jason and Sebas... and later made our way down town..

Caught the movie In good company with Shal, Fiona, YK, poobles and me... good movie... nice movie... hilarious... and I give.... 5 popcons!!!!!! After movie, reunited with the others including Saufi and Clarabelle!!! Went to NYDC for dinner.... *yummy yummy yum yum* but felt rather bad cos only poobles, Fiona, Shal, YK and I were eating... the others just sat there... super sad lor... *sianz* Well anyway after dinner headed home le... heehee... I dead beat... sleepy... tired... *yawnz*

Monsday... lol... no school

Gooda morning pple... hmmmz... or shld I say good afternoon... lol... Just woke up... shall start planning where to go later... heeheee... its my dar and my 2nd yr 1 mth anniversary today... wonder what he has up to his sleeves... Well... will be having my driving lesson at 4.40.. another revision... wonder how will I fair...

Went for a walk with Shal and YK at punggol park yesterday... wanted to meet shin and sil for dinner as well... but Shin was still sleeping so did not wanna disturb her while sil was doing her project... so therefore there was only the 3 of us left for dinner... went to the 'kopitiam' opposite the park... had lotsa food... *yummy* then made our way back to my place...

YK helped shal with her lappy while I was watching zong yi da ge da... then took some songs from her and it was getting pretty late so they left...

Note to princess Shal: You dun look too happy these few days... Cheer up ok?? Hope that you'll get through this fast and stay happy...

song that you are listening now...

Collin Raye - One boy One girl

He finally gave into his friend's girlfriend when she said
"There's someone you should meet."
At a crowded restaurant way 'cross town
He waited impatiently

She walked in, their eyes met, and they both stared
And right there and then, everyone else disappeared

But one boy, one girl
Two hearts beating wildly
To put it mildly, it was love at first sight
He smiled, she smiled, and they knew right away
This was the day they'd waited for all their lives
And for a moment the whole world
Revolved around one boy and one girl

In no time at all they were standing there,
in the front of a little church
Among their friends and family, repeating those sacred words
The preacher said, "Son kiss your bride" and he raised her veil
Like the night they met, time just stood still

For one boy, one girl
Two hearts beating wildly
To put it mildly, it was love at first sight
He smiled, she smiled, they knew right away
That this was the day they'd waited for all their lives
For a moment the whole world
Revolved around one boy and one girl

He was holding her hand when the doctor looked up and grinned
"Congratulations. Twins..."

One boy, one girl
Two hearts beating wildly
To put it mildly it was love at first sight
He smiled, she smiled
And they knew right away
That this was the day they'd waited for all their lives
And for a moment
The whole world revolved around one boy and one girl

So in love with this song at the moment

A whole new world- Aladdin Soundtrack

I can show you the world
Shining, shimmering, splendid
Tell me, princess, now when did
You last let your heart decide?

I can open your eyes
Take you wonder by wonder
Over, sideways and under
On a magic carpet ride

A whole new world
A new fantastic point of view
No one to tell us no
Or where to go
Or say we're only dreaming

A whole new world
A dazzling place I never knew
But when I'm way up here
It's crystal clear
That now I'm in a whole new world with you
Now I'm in a whole new world with you

Unbelievable sights
Indescribable feeling
Soaring, tumbling, freewheeling
Through an endless diamond sky

A whole new world
Don't you dare close your eyes
A hundred thousand things to see
Hold your breath - it gets better
I'm like a shooting star
I've come so far
I can't go back to where I used to be

A whole new world
Every turn a surprise
With new horizons to pursue
Every moment red-letter
I'll chase them anywhere
There's time to spare
Let me share this whole new world with you

A whole new world
That's where we'll be
A thrilling chase
A wondrous place
For you and me

quizzie quizzie quizzes

Which natural angel are you?


You are a light angel! Very pure and innocent, you
are a great person to go to for a laugh. You
are really caring and can uplift anybody!

What kind of dancers are you?


You are a Belly Dancer. You are charming inside
out, your life follows an interesting rhythem,
beautiful and smooth, you know how to be the
center of attention when you want to, you love
your friends and you can trust them on your
life. Your ideal man is the one with a sweet
witty character who understands how much
freedom is important to you.

Which colour of Death is yours??


DARK CRIMSON

What kind of masks you hide behind?


You hide behind The Beauty Mask, you like to look
perfect in everybody's eyes, you like people to
envy what you have, you don't like to analyize
things you just take them the way they are,
that's why some people might say you are
irrational and shallow, but you like your life
this way, you don't like to ask for help, you
have a lot of friends but you feel that no one
is a true pal.

feeling sooo refreshed

was really sleepy and tired just now... but after washing up... I feel sooo good... sooo refeshed... lol... Nuttin much to blog during school hours but after 5, met dardar at the atrium with shal and the atrium guys... then went to KAP macs for dinner...

Dearie Shal wanted to go to some tunnel at Adam road... so went on an "adventure" through the tunnel... nuttin much there except for some bats... lol...at the other end of the tunnel was some cemetry... at first it was ok... but as we walked further in, I began to feel uncomfortable therefore we turned around to walk off...

After tunnel visiting, went over to YK's place... cos I wanted to watch the 9pm show... heehee... After watching the 9pm show, played around with YK's cat Rainbow!!!!!!!! she's sooooooo cute... loves to stare at pple... her fur's sooo soft... sooo fat.... soooo cuddly... ooooh soooo cute... love her... heehee...

Oooh... and know what?? Mi dardar finally got his Class 3 driving license..... Soooo Exciting!!!!!!! lol... I'm turning cranky... hmmmz maybe its cos I'm rather tired... guess I'll be oinking soon... welll good nite all u good pple... lol sweety dreams... teehee

Song reflecting my mood

Can't hurry love

I need love, love
To ease my mind
I need to find, find someone to call mine
But mama said

You can't hurry love
No, you just have to wait
She said love don't come easy
It's a game of give and take

You can't hurry love
No, you just have to wait
You got to trust, give it time
No matter how long it takes

But how many heartaches
Must I stand before I find a love
To let me live again
Right now the only thing
That keeps me hangin' on
When I feel my strength, yeah
It's almost gone
I remember mama said:

You can't hurry love
No, you just have to wait
She said love don't come easy
It's a game of give and take

How long must I wait
How much more can I take
Before loneliness will cause my heart
Heart to break?

No I can't bear to live my life alone
I grow impatient for a love to call my own
But when I feel that I, I can't go on
These precious words keeps me hangin' on
I remember mama said:

You can't hurry love
No, you just have to wait
She said love don't come easy
It's a game of give and take

You can't hurry love
No, you just have to wait
She said trust, give it time
No matter how long it takes

No, love, love, don't come easy
But I keep on waiting
Anticipating for that soft voice
To talk to me at night
For some tender arms
To hold me tight
I keep waiting
I keep on waiting
But it ain't easy
It ain't easy
But mama said:

You can't hurry love
No, you just have to wait
She said to trust, give it time
No matter how long it takes

You can't hurry love
No, you just have to wait
She said love don't come easy
It's a game of give and take

The Supremes featuring Diana Ross

very sentimental side of me...

Lunched with dardar at Kovan BK at 12 plus... after lunch, walked round Heartland mall... and I found the 2 dvds I had been looking sooo hard for... The 'Beauty And The Beast' and 'Aladin' dvd...... T_T why... why is it when I am low on cash there are sooo many things I wanna buy and when I have the money, I can't seem to find anything I wanna get.... T_T

We later went to see fishies at some fish shop at the central... After looking at fishies, we passed by this pet shop so we entered to take a looksee... there was this puppy... he's soooo cute.... he kept staring at us as if to say "take me home" sooo cute!!!!! I wanna bring him home... I wanna I wanna I wanna... took afew pics of him... shall post it up... and he looks soooo pitiful cos he was caged up... sad.... T_T... When I saw the puppy, I dunnoe why... he reminded me of my chicken... I loved her soo much... I remember how I used to cuddle her, put her in my arms and she fell asleep... used to bring her downstairs at the big field for walks... then she will never leave my side... I lay her on the field, she will tilt up, look at me... look at the sourroundings, take afew steps and when she see me walk away, she would run towards me and follow behind... sooo cute... I miss her sooo much... I really do...

Dar and I later walked towards sengkang then made a U-turn... walked past this freaky area and landed at punggol park... heehee... sat there, tanned alil, then sent me home...

I miss my chicken... I really do... I wish for her to come back to me.... *sobs*

Here are some pics of the doggy...

he looks soooo cute....

pitiful look

close up of pitiful look


currently listening to...

Jackson 5 - I'll be there

You and I must make a pact, we must bring salvation back
Where there is love, I'll be there
I'll reach out my hand to you, I'll have faith in all you do
Just call my name and I'll be there
chorus
And oh - I'll be there to comfort you,
Build my world of dreams around you, I'm so glad that I found you
I'll be there with a love that's strong
I'll be your strength, I'll keep holding on - yes I will, yes I will
Let me fill your heart with joy and laughter
Togetherness, well that's all I'm after
Whenever you need me, I'll be there
I'll be there to protect you, with an unselfish love I respect you
Just call my name and I'll be there
chorus
If you should ever find someone new, I know he'd better be good to you
'Cos if he doesn't, I'll be there
Don't you know, baby, yeah yeah
I'll be there, I'll be there, just call my name, I'll be there
(Just look over your shoulders, honey - ooh)
I'll be there, I'll be there, whenever you need me, I'll be there
Don't you know, baby, yeah yeah
I'll be there, I'll be there, just call my name, I'll be there...

2.30am and I just got home

Went clubbin with dearie fiona, shal, my dardar, YK, Sebas and shal's "brother" just now... started off pretty boring... were at phuture at first then went down to zouk... saw this really good looking guy... heehee... okok... good looking is not the word to describe him cute is.... I'm serious he has nice eyes and smile... ahhh....lol... okok shan't say anymore or mi dardar might get jealous... heehee...

At the dance floor... I saw something I should not have seen... OMG there were lotsa gays tonight sia... eeeeeeekkkkk..... and I saw them kissing.... totally not the scene I wanna see... gawd.. lol.. then there was this girl dancing on the stand... she was wearing this very silky short skirt.... apparently she was lifting up her skirt as she danced and all or should I say most of the guys were ogling at her... as if wondering when is she gonna "zao geng"... lol...

Before meeting them, dardar and I met up with YiYang... cos he wanted to get a car model drift set... heehee first went to the one at beach road but they did not have the stock he wanted so we went down to Katong... the car's really nice... and I've learnt alot about it... not bad not bad... had free lessons on cars... heehee... came across a pet shop at katong... went in to take a look at the doggies.... Oooohhh.... they are soooo cute..... lol... this Russell Terrier was sooo cute... he ran to me.... smelt mi toes and climbed up my leg wagging he's tail.... sooo cute... how I wish i could take him home...

aaawwww.... I wanna get a doggy....

my tagboard's finally up...

Something seems to be wrong with the doodle board server... sooo... I've decided to use my tag-board instead... Yippie!! This way pple can tag me liao... lol... Actually replaced it this morning during my CSA lab but I received some complaints that it wasn't working therefore did some changes and voala~ its up and running... my tag-board's done... lol... but I still miss my doodle board though... T_T Doodles... Come back.... lol anyway dunno what to blog so thou shall leave with one of my all time fav song...

Song that melts my heart... lol

I wanna make you smile whenever you're sad
Carry you around when your arthritis is bad
All I wanna do is grow old with you

I'll get your medicine when your tummy aches
Build you a fire if the furnace breaks
Oh it could be so nice, growing old with you

I'll miss you
Kiss you
Give you my coat when you are cold

Need you
Feed you
Even let ya hold the remote control

So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink
Put you to bed if you've had too much to drink
I could be the man who grows old with you
I wanna grow old with you

Grow Old With You
Performed by Adam Sandler
on the Wedding Singer Soundtrack

Not a good day...

Skipped a whole day of lectures today... feeling kinda bad now... but what's the use of regretting right?? hmmmz... well... I have a feeling that I've caused a friend to be unhappy... hmmmz... dunnoe la... not in the best of moods today...

My mum has started a cold war with me.... last night, she started throwing tantrums at me... my dad also could not really take it... he went to play some pc games... so since my dad can't be bothered with her, she diverted her attention to me... she went on and on about how am I being selfish and unfillial... I dun understand why is it that my mum always uses such harsh tone on me?? Am I that bad... Am I that unfillial... she speaks as though I can't be bothered with anything... that i dun care for this family.... Come on... who is the one who does most of the housework at home... when she's not feeling well... Who is the one who cooks dinner or buys food for her...

Last night, I was home alil late... I ran home... apologised... but mummy wasn't satisfied... sometimes I dunnoe what can I do to satisfy her... I feel so lost... this morning... woke up, she did not bother about me... made coffee for dad, ignored me, slammed the door and left house... I did not feel good at all... until now.. she hasn't spoken a word to me... *sighz*

Dar tried to make me feel better... Went to watch hitch... its a good comedy... wanna watch it again... after the movie, shopped... sighz... spent almost all my money.. feel so broke now... argh~ then came home... dun wanna come home too late cos I am afraid that my mum's temper might get worse... so better stay clear....

Oh boy... wat a life...

Made a boo outta myself

Went to school at 9 today cos our WISP tutor was nice enough to let us start late today... heehee... But still I was late for class cos something happened to my friend so I decided to wait for her before going for lesson... somehow I could not find her so I headed back for class at bout 9.15... She came in at 9.30... asked her what was wrong... she told me alil bout her and her bf... So after WISP, I accompanied her to the canteen... we sat there and talked till about 10.30... and she later decided to leave school to find her bf to sort matters out...

Sent her to the bus stop and made my way to the library... woke shal up... lol... feeling so bad now... I realise that I'm always getting pple out of their dreamland... hmmmz... I wonder why... haha... that's why some people get alil irritated by me... heehee... but my wonderful princess shal accompanied me over the phone till 11 plus which was when I found out that some notes for my presentation were missing... so hung up the phone with her and headed to the computers at the library to do some last minute research...

Met YK at the library at bout 15 mins to 12... met him for lunch... which I did not have... cos I had terrible tummy ache then so decided to skip lunch... teehee... After which we went to the lib talk abit of cock and went for lesson... After lesson, went down to AMK central to meet darling Shal... Had late lunch then went over to ssdc... On the bus, this ah lianish lady came up... she was wearing a white translucent halter neck blouse with black bra under it and super duper short shorts.. best part... she was carrying a pink translucent unbrella with cartoon characters on it... OMG!!!! Shal and I were like utterly disgusted... There was like machiam 50kgs of make up slaped right at her face... Then I told shal... "maybe she's having her TP today so she's trying her best to seduce the tester so that he would pass her..." Shal replied "OMG if I were the tester... I would fail her immediately..." Then we got off the bus, checked out her shoes.... Golly.... she was wearing a pair of 'PINK' nike shoes!!!!!!! eeeeeewwwww.... totally bad dress sense man.... eeeeeee... disgusting... haha...lol...

Went into ssdc looked for my name on the tv screen... found that my name wasn't there... puzzled, we went to the computers avaliable and checked my bookings... OMG I made such a bubu outta myself... my lesson is on Wednesday.. 4.40pm... correct... but the date's supposed to be 9th march not 2nd... ARGH~ I made my poor darling come all the way to ssdc with me for nothing... T_T Anyway, after the trip to ssdc, we went to Bishan J8... met my dardar... YK and 2 of his friends... sat at coffee bean... talked cock... OMG his friends are hilarious... crazy and fun bunch of people... love them to the bits... wanna laugh?? Muz find them... jokers sia... lol... Sat there talked cock and rotted till 10 plus then went home...

Came home too late... mummy nagging... *sighz* daddy seems to be ignoring me... *sighz* not happy at all now... not happy at all...

Had retest today...

retest... hmmmz... seems not bad today... hopefully I'll pass... dun wanna stay back another 6 months just for a silly module... heehee... Met dearie Shal after retest... had dinner together... somehow we were exceptionally quiet... I wonder why... nothing much to gossip about I guess... lol...

Yesterday was so toally sleepy... Met the dearies, Fiona, Shal and Mand... then YK also came along... dardar had to go for his check up so did not follow... lol... poor YK... followed us everywhere we went cos I needed his help for INT...

This guy... if he never mentioned I wouldn't have noticed... he said that only when I needed help with my modules then I would look for him... other than that I can't be bothered with him... hmmmz... come to think about it, pretty true eh... but I'm totally not making use of him...

A note to YK: yo... lol... if u're reading my bloggy now... dun get offended alright?? lol.. needa self reflect... Promise next time any outing or any gathering or shopping or whatever, definately will call u along de.. teehee...

2 days ago... spent 4 hrs at kbox... lol... crazy dardar made me sing almost all of Liang Jing Ru's songs avaliable in there... this was the longest time i stayed at kbox... but it was rather fun... heehee... cos since he made me sing almost all of her songs, I got back at him by making him sing almost all of Andy Lau's songs... lol... but he really sings like him... not bad not bad...

Oh yes back to yesterday.... remember in one of my entries I blogged about a girl who was pregnant and her bf being irresponsible and all?? Well... she did one good thing and that was to return the money to him... now... her friends are forking out the money for her abortion... so Fi also helped out by checking out KK women and children's hospital to check up on the rates... They did not mention the rates but gave a telephone number to call...

So she wrote it down and all of us were pushing the number to one another see who was gonna make that call... and in the end she had to do it... she called up... while Shal, YK and I made fun about an operator answering the call telling the caller to press 1 for english..... but true enough, it was an operator that answered the call asking her to press 1 for english... lol... after the wait, a lady picked up the phone and gave her another number to call... its somewhat an abortion hotline...

Pretty ridiculous I must say... omg... what kinda society are we living in today... are there so many abortion cases out there?? sighz... girls really must learn to take care of themselves...