Wednesday, June 30, 2004

missed me everyone??

haha... darn electricity... died for like 1hr++ last night... and I spent sooo much effort typing my blog and in the end?? Everything gone.... *sianz*

yesterday I was rattling on and on bout my silly project and how confused I was... but oh well... too lazy to type the whole thing liao so nvm... teehee~

hmmmz... let me recall now... what did I do today.... Let me see.... after school.... rushed down to Toa Payoh... met up with my 2 beloved darlings... Clara and Shal.... heehee... then later after the meet up, met up with my dardar.... had his dinner in hougang mac... and went home... hmmz.... how boring can life get huh~ haha

Oh well... pple... support me okie? Cos afew of us from 5N2001 will be selling tics at CHIJMES... so come support yar? hahaha... takie care peeps... love ya~ *muaks* hahaha...

Monday, June 28, 2004

my sweetie got me something today...

heehee as u can see from my title... yupz... my dardar has gotten me smthing.... its the love songs ...A timeless collection album.... heehee... the one with many many pretty butterflies on its cover.... heehee... well... cos we happen to walk into cd rama today and I know he always wanted to get the best bet album so I got it for him and in return, he bought me another 3 cds... heehee... he's such a sweetie.... dun u think so?? *winks*

Finally... I got to know what was the project I will be working on about.... gawd... I dun think I really like the sound of it.... its called Fiber Optic bend sensor.... that means I gotta make one out myself... haha.... okok... not myself but with my other 2 groupmates.... heheee... 1st day of project turned out quite well I must say... learnt alot... Ooh... and it is also a collaboration with NTU.... so that means I'll be running to 2 places... either to school or NTU... cos our tutor told us that there's a professor to help us on our project and if there is anything, we could refer to him... and he's gonna organise a trip to NTU to let us familiarise the area... haha... pretty cool eh? and I've just realised that I only have 1 examination module... haha... cool~ can't wait for graduation...

Wish me luck...

Sunday, June 27, 2004

Splendid Sunday

woahhas~ Just reached home... heehee... met my dardar at 11 cos he had his hair cut near my place.... ooooh he looked good in the new hairstyle of his.... heehee...

After his haircut, we had lunch at the mac at mi place then we headed down to the expo for the dream cars exhibition..... OMG!!!! the cars were simply phew.... gorgeous.... hubba hubba hubba.... how I wish I owned one of them.... haha... oh and I realised one thing.... I asked my dar... " why is it that the more expensive and nicer cars has no race queens while the more ordinary cars has race queens..." then he told me.... " Cos the pretty cars are already pretty so they do not need other factors to bring out its beauty... while the other cars that are more ordinary needs gals to bring out the beauty of it u see..." hahaha.... totally agree... heehee....

Oh well... after the car show, we went to TM for a movie... caught the show The Best Bet.... not bad lar... ermz... haha... okok... kinda lame.... but overall not bad... had a good laugh... heehee.... then we had a nice and romantic dinner at swensence.... heehee and had mi fav crayfish pasta... heehee...

After dinner, we walked around the carnival and later went to century square arcade.... and I saw this shop that sold car accessories so we decided to take a look see inside... and I bought my dar a honda type-R polo tee.... and he was really happy~ heehee.... I'm sooo glad to see my dar smile... heehee... makes me happy too~ heehee... then after shopping around it was time to go home le... cos tmr hafta go back to sch.... sighz.... sooo soon... sch starting tmr... haha...

Oh well wish all those who's schoolin tmr... all the best yar? takie care... *hugz*

Saturday, June 26, 2004

Not feelin too good...

Met up with the usual 2 pple today to get a new modem for the wireless network in my house.... Told Penny some stuff.... and I think it was aomething that I should not have told her.... I'm feeling guilty... very guilty... Penny... if u are reading this I'm sorry... really I'm soo soo sorry....

Well, after getting my contacts and modem, Penny and i roamed around bugis... till I had to leave to meet my wonderful cousin Angel for our final theory test... hmmmz... dun haf a good feeling bout this test today... think I'm gonna fail again... *sighz*

After the test, the both of us went to Breeks for a romantic dinner... haha... sooo sweet... then my dar came over to join us... and he sent me home... isn't he such a sweet pea... heehee...

Oh well, after we got home, I tried to install the new modem and get the router to work... but it always die on me... darn router.... irritating piece of shit... haha... But at least tmr... ermz... or should I say later... he will be coming over to my place to install the stuff... heehee... he's sooo sweet.... I simply love him... Can never find another sweety like him liaoz... heehee... Oh well... guess I had better leave... cos I dunnoe what to add on... haiz...

Wish me luck for my 4th attempt of final theory... *peace*

Thursday, June 24, 2004

Wonderful day ahead of me...

Thursday... Usual rotting day.... heehee... Penny and Jiang coming over to my place today... we're gonna watch Shrek 2!!!!! haha... but first will meet them at Hougang int... cos we're gonna have penny and my all time fav.... sizzling black pepper chicken... *yummy* (slurps) I'm counting down... heehee

hmmmz.... Hungry.... I need food.... I want food.... Woots~ Just hung up with Penny.... She just left house.... that means I'll get to see her in bout 15 mins to 20 mins time.... haha... but think Jiang just left house too.... darn that guy... always late... haha... and I bet he'll be bout 1/2 hr late... haha.... forever like that... haiz... haha... oh well... Ooooh.... I'm sooo excited... heehee... I dunnoe y oso leh... hahahaha.... maybe cos I'm gonna have guests in the house... heehee... I love guests.... but think my mum dun really like.... but who cares... haha~ guess I'll just hafta make sure the house will be cleaned b4 she gets back... heehee.... Dun worry.... she knows that they are coming.... heehee... A good daughter like me will sure tell and not lie... heehee... *winks*

Oh well... guess I'll hafta go now... update soonz yar? tata~ *muacks*

Wednesday, June 23, 2004

rotting

A gggrreeeaaatttt day to rot today... feeling sooo relaxed.... soooo calm... hha... its been quite a while since I rotted at home like that... heehee

Felt bored just now so cleaned up my room and realised how messy and dusty it was... haha... currently listening to gold 90fm... haha... I'm feeling old... oh no!!! hahaha...

Neways, watch Final fantasy... the spirits within just now... not a bad show... the graphics were good....

Last night... met my dardar at AMK cos we wanted to get a pair of blades and carrefore got the cheapest blades so went there to take a looksee... heehe... he got himself and me a new pair of blades!!! heehee.... he's soooo sweet... heehee... and since he was so sweet, I treated him dinner... had fish and co... heehee... he ordered a fish and chips and I ordered seafood platter and we shared.... heehee... feeling sooo lovey dovey...

Oh talking bout blades, I tried blading round the house... haha.... think i've lost it... I dunnoe why maybe its because i twisted my knees before so I sorta have phobia... A phobia of breaking my knees... haha... should I get a pair of knee pads?

haha... I dunnoe what to say liao.... cos my day hasn't ended yet... and its only 2... so I hope something interesting would happen in my day so that I could type more... haha.... buaiz~

Tuesday, June 22, 2004

Tonight and the rest of my life - Nina Gordan

Down to the earth I fell, with dripping wings, heavy things won’t fly,
And the sky might catch on fire, and burn the axis of the world, that’s why,
I prefer a sunless sky to the glittering and stinging in my eyes.

Oh, I feel so light, this is all I wanna feel tonight,
Oh, I feel so light, tonight and the rest of my life,
Tonight and the rest of my life.

Gleaming in the dark sea, I’m as light as air, floating there, breathlessly,
When the dream dissolves, I open up my eyes, I realize that,
Everything is shoreless sea, a weightlessness is passing over me.

Chorus

Everything is waves and stars, the universe is resting in my arms.
I feel so light, this is all I wanna feel tonight,
I feel so light, tonight and the rest of my life.

Monday, June 21, 2004

Ashamed

20th of June... another one of my saddest night... Brownie has left my dardar and I to join kiwi in another world... A world of their own... Why?? I have no idea why they left... Is it becos of negligence?? The best part was, I was at my dar place the whole time and I never layed my eyes on Brownie...

I have realised that I always do stuff that I regret... Why is that so... Why is it that pple have to wait till its gone then we regret? Why can't we simply cherish whatever that we have now? so many whys in my head...

Well... Hope my mood gets better, cos I'm gonna meet lovely Penny for some shopping later... think I shall go get my next half a year suppy of contacts as well...

Though it was a sad night for me, my day went good... or should I say GREAT!! heehee... I got to spend good quality time with my dar... just the both of us... heehee... ok... maybe with the sister as well... but nvm... think we have gotten to a higher level... heehee... cos I actually voiced out... and he did to... though it was quite sobby... but everything went on well... and I am so proud of that... *smilez* Oh and his mum gave me some dumplings that she made... heehee.. *yummy* but guess it'll last me for another 3 days or so... if my whole family eats at least 1 a day... heehee.. gonna put on more weight I guess... heehee...

Sunday, June 20, 2004

worried

Afraid of being alone

Afraid of studies

Afraid of what I'll be next time

Afraid of after graduation

Afraid of not being loved

Afraid of the future

Afraid of not being able to support myself

Afraid of not being able to support my family

Afraid.... afraid.... what is being afraid???
Frightened....scared....afraid... do they come from the same family of the keyword Lonliness??

Thoughts flashed across my mind... I'll miss everyone... Miss the times of being together with friends or cousins during the hols... the outtings... the fun times we all had.... soon... all these will end... all of us will be going back to our routine lives...

My greastest fear... Being Alone~
But my greatest consolation... my dar... at least he'll still be with me... *smilez*

Pple whom I'll miss after this hols...

Darling JiaHao...
Penny...
Clara...
Angeline...
Amanda...
Amelia...
Andrea...
Trina...
Bryan...
Jianghao...
Zien...
Zhiwang...

Enjoyed times with u guys... and thanks for visiting me whenever I was bored at work... *smilez*

Note: Mand... shopping nxt week???

Saturday, June 19, 2004

Last day!!!!!!!! Woots~

Its my last day of work!!! Woohoo~ that means school's restarting soon... Boohoo~ haha... *diao* "-_-

Gonna get my looonnnggg awaited pay today... then next week will be the start of my rotting till the following week when school reopens...

I am sooo proud of myself... I haven't taken a single off day since the start of work till this very last day... ain't I good?? *winks*

Now I'm praying hard that tonight I'll be eating at my grandmama place... *prays* I miss all my beloved cousins like Angeline, Amanda, Amelia, Andrea, Bryan and Trina!! hahaha....

As usual currently waiting for my uncle and aunt to come fetch me to work... heehee... Oh my dar cycled to work today and that silly boy parked his bike next to a tree that is well knowned for its ants... not small ants but big red ants... haha... my dad actually wanted to move it inside the workshop but it was locked... that silly boy locked his bike... haha... so he told me to put smthing over the seat...

After breakfast with my daddy, we went back to the shop and I told him this bike is Jiahao's then he said... " Oh the bike is his ah... chey.... I wanted to put a big chain over it so that noone can take it... haha..." then he took this wrapper that is used to wrap refrigerators and wrapped his bike.... my daddy's soooo sweet... dun u think so?? heehee...

Well... heard that my dar will be playing billards with his new found friend at the workshop... hope he enjoys himself... and I hope that I'll enjoy myself too~ heehee... *winks*

Friday, June 18, 2004

Very sad...

was happy at first.... shopped in cards n such with drea and got smthing for my dad for fathers' day.... thought it was kinda cute...

The rest of the day went on fine... till I got home... handed my dad the pressie and in the end... got lectured.... I feel really bad now... I shouldn't have gotten him that pressie.... should have gotten him smthing better....

How useless can I get??? I feel so lousy....

Thursday, June 17, 2004

Specially to my dar...

Lyrics to the song - Never be replaced by 1st ladi

Baby I love you and i'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
All the love we make can never be erase
And i promise you that you will never be replaced
Baby I love you and I'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
All the love we make can never be erase
And i promise you that you will never be replaced

I love you yes i do
I'll be with you as long as you want me too
Until the end of time
From the day I met you
I know we've be together
And now I know I wanna be with you forever
I wanna marry you and i wanna have your kids
Thinking never compare to feel enough to kisses
I can say i'm truly happy to the same
You've made me think I'll die and live my life hesitate
There's never been no doubt in my mind
That i'll regret ever having you by my side
But if the day come that i'll have to let you go
I think that something I should probadly let you know
With everything that i spent with you
Then i will miss you cuz i'm happy that i have you at all

[Repeat Chorus]

I feel for you yes i do
I'll be with you as long as you want me to
Until the end of time

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~~*~*~*~*~*~*~

This song in my blog is specially dedicated to my dardar... I LOVE U!!! kinda mushy I know and the song's kinda short as well... but its sweet....I know that I have been really unreasonable and all... espacially for the past few months and think some stuff has gotten worse now... I dunnoe what has gotten over me... I'm so.... sorry....

Thank u sooo much for tolerating for this 1 year plus.... Thanks for being sooo patient...

dar.... I wanna say it again.... I LOVE U!!!!!! *hugz*
2 more days!!!!

Waiting... waiting patiently for the day to arrive... What day is it?? heehee... My LAST DAY of work!!! woots~ then I'll be able to rot at home for a week before school reopens... *smilez*

So anyone wanna go out?? shop shop... enjoy life?? any takers? muz book fast yar? haha... I have everything all planned out...

Things I'll do before school reopens...

1: get my next half a year supply of contacts at takka
2: go to dreamcars exhibition... (hopefully)
3: get new shirts for school
4: get my E700A
5: meet up with long lost pple
6: waiting for spiderman 2 to be on the big screens
7: haf my fav tom yam seafood at bishan
8: cook for mi dar
9: learn how to bake
10: shopping!!!

heehee... that is the life... heehee... so free and easy... heehee... looking forward for the day... haha... Saturday... 19th June 2004...

Wednesday, June 16, 2004

valuable lesson learnt

I know... I blogged twice for the day but I've learnt something really valuable to me today and I wanna share it...

This early evening... the American appliances - Maytag's manager Mr Wong dropped by my uncle's shop... newayz it was a routine for him cos he drops by the shop every week to visit.. he spoke alot to my uncle and aunt... about his childhood... and all... then there was something which he told my uncle and aunt that made me pick my ear up... he said... " Pardon me for saying this but... when I saw ur daughter (refering to Angeline) and when I see Michele... the first thing that comes to my mind is... Michele... I see her... she won't stay long in this trade... As for angeline... she's not ready..." those were the exact words that came out of his mouth... I kinda agree cos I dunnoe if I am capable enough to do sales... cos i admit i'm pretty lousy u know... sighz...

So i ask him... "when u see me... or when u look at me... based on my personality... what do u think I'm cut for..." I expected some common ans like how others would ans... but no... he told me... "what do u (refering me) know about urself..." I was dumbfounded... I did not know what to say... cos I dun really know myself... Then he said... "u have to find out urself what u are like... no use pple telling u what are u like... so find out more bout urself... then tell urself what r u cut for... no use askin other pple... cos they have no right to label u what kinda person u are... For me... (refering to himself) I did it through trial and error... I jumped from job to job... and i found that I like sales and I like to be challenged... so I took up this job..."

I hafta say I like this guy... absolutely admire him... love his character... he told me... finding a job is like finding a bf... u analyse ur character then set a certain criteria what kinda guy u looking for and keep telling urself that then work for it... hmmmz... I really salute to this uncle.... This piece of advice has really opened my mind...
Great night out

Met up with Penny after work... had dinner and relived the past... haha... then met my dar and Jiang for a show of Harry Potter.... It was a gggrrreeeaaatttt movie... hmmmz... there was one part where my heart almost jumped out... heehee... hmmmz... can't really remember which part though... *sheesh* short term memory.... or maybe its just that I am too sleepy.... haha...

Newayz... thanks pretty darlings for leaving me all the nice and sweety hugs.... really appreciate them... *huggies* but dun just stop there... come on... flood me... heehee...

found this poem which really brings out what pple face everyday... I find it sooo true... psrt of it actually reminds me of.... me...

A Womans Thoughts

I feel trapped in a place I made for myself, and I don't know how to get out.
I dont want to hurt anyone..but when your not happy somewhere, should you stay?
And do I have what it takes to make it on my own?
These are questions I ask myself every day.. and I just can't seem to find the answers.
Do I have the answers, are they inside me already, or do I have to find them somewhere?
I search and search and so far..nothing..still don't know what to do.
I am basically a coward...afraid of what will happen if I actually say what I am feeling...I hate conflict..it hurts.
So..instead of actually saying what I feel...I just keep my thoughts to myself ....even when I do say what I feel...it just gets ignored..oh...not right away..but in a few hours or days..all is forgotten...except by me..and then I am left with the same feelings and no changes....and even more frustration.
I feel really selfish because I just want to be left alone...to think or to just be me. After a while trying to be everything to everybody is so tiring. I wish I could just get in my car and drive...no destination..no plans..just go and let everyone take care of themselves. But, I could never do that..like so many other things..that is a fantasy I will never fulfull.
It's like I fell asleep one day...and then I woke up..and here I am..someone I don't know...living a life I don't want.
I wonder..when I was younger..is this what I wanted?
I think it was..but it's not like I planned at all. But then, what's ever like you plan? Life is messy..I know this, but all I really want is to be happy with my life. I do like myself, I am a good person, and I try to be fair with everyone I meet. I don't judge other people, and I don't like to be judged.
This is just like so much rambling..I could say the same things over and over....just in different ways. And it would all be the same,fear of the future, fear of hurting people, fear of being hurt, although...I am kind of used to that now...fear of conflict, in other words...just scared I may do damage that is irrevocable.

I feel lost.

Tuesday, June 15, 2004

Lyrics to Chantel Kreviazuk's Leaving on a jet plane...

All my bags are packed I'm ready to go.
I'm standing here outside your door
I'd hate to wake you up to say goodbye.
But the dawn is breaking this early morn
My taxi's waiting, he's blowing his horn;
already I'm so lonesome I could die

So kiss me and smile for me.
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go.
'Coz I'm leaving on a jet plane,
I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go
There's so many times I've let you down,
so many times I've played around
But I tell you now they don't mean a thing.
Ev'ry place I go I think of you
Every song I sing, I sing for you.
When I comeback I'll bring your wedding ring

So kiss me and smile for me.
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go.
'Coz I'm leaving on a jet plane,
I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go
Now the time has come to leave you.
One more time oh, let me kiss you;
And close your eyes and I'll be on my way
Dream about the days to come
Wwhen I won't have to leave alone
About the times that I won't have to say...

So kiss me and smile for me.
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go.
'Coz I'm leaving on a jet plane,
I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go

ooooh.... I am sooo in love with this song....hahaha... well... dun think I'll be blogging tonight... so decided to change my bloggy song again and blog at the same time.. heehee... gonna watch HARRY POTTER 3!!!!!!!!! hahaha.... so exciting... I can see a splendid day ahead of me... Movies... HERE I COME!!!!

Monday, June 14, 2004

I want more hugs

As u can see on the top left hand corner of my blog is a hug counter... which allows pple to give me hugs!!! heehee sooo I want more hugs... will u give me more hugs??

Well... many questions about my future has been flooding my head for the past few days... or should I say weeks... Just last week... my uncle asked me... so... Michele... what are u gonna do when u graduate? then today my dad asked me the exact same question... what am I gonna do when I grad... hmmmz... I haven't the slightest clue on what I'm gonna do!!! some are telling me maybe I should further my studies... then I thought... true... maybe I should... but the next question came... further on what?

Then some say maybe I could start working... ok... also possible... my dad suggested me to sign on the army for 6 yrs... the engin side... hmmz... that is a way out... but what if I cannot make it... I mean... u guys know how clumsy and all I am right? hmmmz... I sat there thought to myself... what should I do... and I've always wanted to be a pri sch teacher... heehee... but how should I go abou doing that... guess I'll hafta do some research myself... but on the other hand... for those pple who really know me... I'm always been oh sooo interested in the media... thought of furthering to the media... but the prob is... what are the job prospectives? what are my chances of getting a job... haix... so... i'm still in a dilemma... Someone tell me... what should I do... haix...

Well... lets lighten up and talk about my day... met melia at bout 4.30 at orchard cos she wanted to look for a skirt... hhaha... and after shopping round far east for bout an hour, she finally settled for a white denim one... haha... (did not know how to spell... so thanks to my beloved mand...) and later went back to work... sianz... heehee... gonna watch harry potter tmr... lookin forward to it.... *smilez*

Sunday, June 13, 2004

it was a marvellous day

haha... as usual spent the whole afternoon with mi dar again.... pple might think alamak michele... got no life ah... everytime my dar but what to do... mi working hrs so chialat so only can see him during weekends... Oh well... met him only at 2 plus...

Left house at 12... was supposed to meet him only after 1.30 but cos I wanted to haf my lunch so left early but who knows I ate so fast that I had another hr to spare... -_-" so I went down to jubilee at amk cos wanted to watch shrek 2... but when I got there I realised that there was no Shrek 2 at amk... *sianz* so I gave my dar a call and he told me to meet him at J8 instead.... I said ok... and headed down to J8... got there too early as well... so went to take a look at the time slots avaliable for shrek 2... the best part was... there owas only 1 ime slot and that was 1.30.... sianz... and at that time was already 2... so forget it... in the end we caught the movie home on the range....

heehee... i was kinda cute.... lurve the pork chops... (pigs) they're sooo cute... heehee... but i prefer the cows....
hahaha... cows to the rescue... yeeha!!! oh gawd i'm beginning to be in love with the cow... HOW!!!! ala... canno not lar... oooh btw... i made a mistake... thank u penny for correcting me... the linkin park concert is happening on the 22nd June... haha... silly me... I WANNA GOOOO!!!!!!! *sobs* no money... so any kind souls out there wanna bring me? haha...

Saturday, June 12, 2004

Happy happy happy

YoYo... wadsup... hahaha... its been a ggggrrrreeeeaaaatttttt day today.... never knew that I would miss my dar dar soooo much.... met him at bout 6... he came over o the showroom to pick me up... then we went down to takka seoul garden for dinner.... Dinner was splendid... hahaha... feeling like a glutton these few days... eat and eat non stop... nowonder I'm gaining weight... ha~ but though I tell myself hafta cut down on my food intake... I still eat... cannot help it lar... too much good, nice and tasty food around... cannot resist the temptation... heehee...

After dinner, mi dar and I went to Takka best denki to take a look at the new Samsung mp3 player... it was lovely... then we went down to takka square... and they were having this walt disney fair... we entered and hat big lovely baby tigger caught my eye.... soooo cute..... looked sooo much like my dardar.... I wanted it... but when he said he wanted to buy for me... I dun want liao... cos I realised that my dar bought me alot of pooh soft toys liao... enough.... I'd rather let him save the money... then nxt time can get smthing better... heehee (u know u know) *winks* After walking bout that square, we went home....

As usual... that sweetie pie would send me home.... and I totally maluated myself... cos behind us was this girl and she told me a cockroach was behind me... i jumped up and jabbed my dardar's leg and started running... heehee... and that girl and a guy nxt to her were um chioing... -_-" oh gawd.... I did not know where to hide my face at that moment.... heehee... *blushes* worst part was.... it was a tiny roach... not a big one.... alamak.... I became joke of the day....hmmmz... or should I say joke of the nite... haha... wadeva...

Oh well.. tmr will be another superb day... cos gonna be out with my dar again tmr... and darling dearies mand... amelia... drea and jie... sorry cannot join u gals.... I still love u... will meet up with u gals soon yar?? *hugz*

oh yar... I wanna go sooo many places... anyone wanna sponser me? hahaha... Events I wanna go....

22nd June 2004 - Linkin Park live in concert at the Padang
24th - 27th June - Dreamcars 2004 exhibition in Expo
11th July 2004 - Richard Clayderman live in concert in Suntec convention hall
August (forgot when) - Sammi Cheng Concert....

So many events I wanna go to but soo lil cash... sianz... haha

Friday, June 11, 2004

yesterday

Went to work as usual in the morning... but this time I had beloved Jelly with me... haha... dun wanna say her name or else she'll be as usual very bhb... saying I love her name alot... haha... She went to the showroom with me in the morning because later that afternoon we had to attend this talk by Samsung Asia on the new range of appliances and electronics that will be launching in July and how they were gonna globalise them... it was a pretty interesting experience cos I got to see many people from various companies and major departmental stores managers like Best denki and Harvey Norman...

I'll hafta say that was the first time the both of us attended something like that... There was a dinner after the talk but Jelly and I did not feel like going for it so we left... We went down to Great World City (again) to shop alil and have dinner... and once again I had Kenny Roggers... *diao* haha... I'm bound to grow bigger (sideways) at the way I'm eating I tell u... After dinner, my uncle and aunt came to give us a lift home... heehee... (free ride) On the whole kinda enjoyed my day...

Overslept this morning... cos was talking alot with my dar last night till late... bout 2am... Realised alot of stuff.... Both of us felt that we were in a way drifting apart... and was thinking of our future... Would we be able to make it through??? seriously... I dunnoe... but I hope we will...

Wednesday, June 09, 2004

a HUGE....blunder

Left early after work yesterday to meet up with Penny... went down to Bugis.... did some window shopping and played afew games at the arcade...
Quite boring eh?

haha... later we went down to City hall MRT hoping to take a shuttle bus to Great World City... We waited for about 15 mins to half an hour for that bloody bus to come... grrr... poor service... haha... must complain!! Penny if u're reading this... go do what u do best okie? (if u know what I mean)*winks*

When we arrived at Great World, we had Kenny Rogers for dinner... *yummy* had my usual Kenny's quaters... felt sooo full.... then we did more shopping... went into Zara and got a skirt... heehee... pretty skirt... its a short one... and its navy green in colour... Pretty pretty... heehee... After the short and sweet shop at Great world, it was running kinda late so we walked down to Concord hotel area to take a bus home...

As we walked, Penny's flats gave way... her string broke... haha... and she swore that was the last time she's gonna buy a pair of flats from Isetan... haha... Isetan is condemmed!!!!!!! heehee... when we came past a juction, i told her to stay at the traffic light and not cross cos I wanted to minimise her walking...

So I crossed the road and checked out what buses passed that area... I saw a bus service 54... ermz... ok... I thought I saw 54 but when penny went over it turned out to be 64... -_-" she started cursing me for a while and the both of us boarded 51 instead... heehee... then on the bus, I looked out and I thought I saw bus 133... she told me sure ah... then I said yar... when she got off the bus, it turned out to be 33 not 133... *oops* I feel so dumb all of a sudden... argh~ muz be that poke in my eye earlier by "somebody" irritating.... grrr... haha... oh well... at least she got home safe and sound... thats good... Penny.... heehee... sorry... but I enjoyed my day lar... when I thought of it... it was actually pretty hilarious... teehee...

Tuesday, June 08, 2004

At least things got better

Yesterday... when I reached my workplace, my aunt and uncle as usual made me go over to the 2 major banks to drop off some cheques... After my trip to the bank, I entered the shop and my uncle and aunt told me...

"Aiya u missed it... A bird flew in you know..." haha... I was kinda puzzled cos... a bird?? flew into CP?? from?? best part into the shop? Of all shops... #05-02? haha... strange... heehee... but that lil birdy was cute....heehee... cos my uncle brought it up and placed into a small rubbish bin... and placed a stack of newspaper over the top so that the birdy could not fly off.... Their intention was to nurse the lil one before releasing him/her... heehee... sooo cute...

Oh well... then I took a cup, cut off the top part and put some water in it and fed it to the lil birdy... At the end of the day when my dad came... I realised that it was actually the bird's first flight... he/she was learning how to fly and think accudentally flew into the building probably from the carpark... and that lil birdy was only approximately 2 to 3 mths old... sooo cute right... so my dad took the small one and left it outside... he told me that his mum will come to fetch their lil one... heehee... so I bid the lil bird goodbye and left for home... *smilez*

Oh and remember in one entry I mentioned that I saw someone familiar workin in the bank downstairs? haha... I was right... it was her... Justina!! haha... well... gonna meet up with her for lunch today... Looking forward it it... *winks*

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Monday, June 07, 2004

bad way to start a day...

Recieved some very bad news from mi dardar today...
Our kiwi left us... she left us for good... I did not get to see her for the last time...

Heard from my dar that yesterday she was still very hyper, running and jumping around but today, she lay in the tank motionless... eyes closed... peaceful... I miss her... Actually I feel that I do not have the right to say that she's mine... cos... I haven't been good to her... I seldom visit her and I've never brought her home and took care of her... I'm feeling lousy... really lousy...

To make things worse... I got to see my progress report... I'm starting 3.2 modules... while my dar will be starting with the 3.1 modules first... that means we will be doing entirely different modules nxt semester... gawd... but hafta look at the bright side of stuff I told myself... at least after finishing the modules first we can exchange notes... then we dun hafta buy extra.. right?

Well... in the 3.1 modules he will hafta do somemore IS courses but for me... I'll do them nxt semester... which means no IS for me this sem... should be great right? haix oh well... still feeling kinda lousy... I hope that the day will get better as time passes by...

Sunday, June 06, 2004

Pissed

Irritating phone... darn phone... gggrrrr....hahaha.... I actually typed a really long entry for this one... but mi mum picked up the phone and kapoof... everything is gone... all gone... AH!!!!! now I'm actually getting lazy to type... sianz... haha... Oh well... since the comp sun like me sooo much I shall make everything short and sweet.... heehee... I actually wrote a coverage of 2 days... 2 whole days... haha... *sobz*

This is actually the very very 1st time I'm writing such a long entry.... why!!! why must the phone do this to me... guess I'd better hurry get anoher micro filter for the phones downstairs b4 such things happen again... haha...

Ah well... I wrote bout mi Saturday evening how I spent my night after work... that I met him and had a great dinner at some newly opened seakhouse in cine 1st level... then we headed down to Suntec to visit and make fun of penny and Jianghao... haha... nah... joking lar... juz went to see them... visit them... heehee.. then we went to some bridal exhibition thingie.. and the photographer told me i reminded him of somebody.. but dunnoe whu... hmmmz... think I look common... haha... oh well... then JH met some old friend of his and ths friend reminded me of his other friend (ShaoXiang)... maybe its the hair... cos JH told me they had the same hairstyle... heehee... oh well besides him there were 2 other friends both girls... one was Priscillia and the other was Yu Rong(if I wasn't wrong) heehee... then they chatted for awhile then we went off cos it was getting late... heehee...

Oh well then today spent the whole afternoon with mi lovely dardar... heehee... payed afew games of pool and kenah thrashed like there was no tmr... heehee... after pool... we sat to tok tok till I had to go home... heehee... sooo sweet... heehee had a sweety day... aiya suddenly feel hungry... guess thou shall go find food now... nitiez... heehee
YOZ~ I'm back~

Woahhas....its a sunday... lovely lovely sunday..... heehee... I'm in such a good mood... maybe its cos I spent the whole afternoon with mi dearie dardar... heehee...

Shall start with yesterday.... Went to work as usual and later met mi dar in the evening... had a lovely dinner at this newly opened steak house at cineleisure (somehow I have this feeling that I got the spelling wrong.. haha.. but whu cares... heehee...) 1st level... After dinner, we went down to Suntec city to visit mi friends whu were working there... haha... met them... made fun of them then I tot oooh there is some bridal exhibition... so we ot of just droppin by to take a looksee... then this guy came up to us and told us bout some wedding stuff... haha... come on... we r still young... haha... long way to go lar... but we just sat there and listened to this young chap showing us photos and stuff... he said.. we also do make overs and couple shots... if u wan now on offer and all that crap... haha... so we just smiled and listened... haha..

Then later he told me that I looked very familiar... that I reminded him of someone... haha... but before he could finish... mi dardar made fun of me... saying... orh look like ming xing hor... *diao* haha... oh well... half way through, mi dar's friend came over to say hi... and I find that this friend of his looked alil like his other friend (Shaoxiang) haha... maybe its the hair... haha... then I also saw his other 2 friends... both girls... one was Priscillia and the other was Yu Rong (if I'm not mistaken)... hehee... he chatted for awhile and later had to leave liao... heehee...

Today... met mi dar again at approximately 12pm... went to eat kuay chap for lunch together and later went over to Hougang Plaza for afew rounds of pool.... as usual... I kenah thrashed like dunnoe what... Feeling sooo lousy... always kenah thrash one... haiz... muz improve mi pool skills liao... haha... Afer those few games, we went to Hougang mall... tried some new ice cream... Te ice cream was made up of various fruits... and were in small balls.... sooo cute... heehee... Oh well after the ice cream... we walked round the mall... then later settled in Mac for a drink... heehee... chatted awhile and sadly had to go home liao... haix...

Oh well... but at least I've enjoyed mi day... heehee... that's good.... so how bout u? enjoyed ur day? *smilez*

Saturday, June 05, 2004

OH SO SATISFIED

haha... BACKIES!!!!!!!!! think I'm nt gonna blog later tonite so might as well do it now... heehee... Later gonna meet up with my dardar for dinner... then maybe go shop shop around... I MISS HIM!!! haha...

Oh as u can all see I've changed my layout again!! haha! and this time its pretty purple... ooooh sooo nice right? *smilez* pretty pretty pretty... haha... alright pple gonna get disgusted liao...=P

Changed outta the red one cos of some silly banner that was sticking out of the bloggie design... haha... Then Dan tried to help me by telling me to change some code thingie... but sadly it did nt work so I'd rather change the whole layout... teehee~ anywayz... thankz dan... though it did nt work but appreciate the help.. haha...

Feeling soo purply today... ah...so nice... so sweeeet... sooo gay... haha... oh well guess gotta buzz off... get outta here... adios~ haha.. will be back.... *smilez*

Friday, June 04, 2004

QUIZZIES QUIZZIES QUIZZIES

Your Dream Engagement Ring Has a Heart Diamond!


You wear your heart on your sleeve, so of course you should also wear it on your ring.

A heart diamond is the perfect choice for highlighting your passionate disposition.

Only a true romantic can get away with wearing this ring. Luckily, that's you.

And only a true romantic can give you this ring, so make sure you find him...!


HINT HINT: dar.... u know what I want hor?? heehee *winks*


romantic kiss



You Are a Romantic Kiss!


You are an idealist, and unsurprisingly, you give the ideal kiss

Your kiss causes almost anyone to fall in love with you

And to be honest, you need to be falling a little to let your lips loose

No biggie… your kiss is worth the wait :-)






You Are a Natural Beauty!


You're the kind of beauty that every guy dreams about...

One that looks good in the morning - without a stich of makeup

That's doesn't mean you're a total hippie chic though

You have style, but for you, style is effortless








Your Lip Gloss Flavor Is: Cotton Candy


You're a total girly girl who's every guy is sweet on.


You take pleasure in the simple things in life, from cute t-shirts to stuffed animals.


Any guy needs to match your romantic idealism to win your heart, which is why few have.


No wonder Cotton Candy is your signature flavor. It's delicious, sugary, and fun - like you!





Waiting

As usual... while waiting for my uncle and aunt to fetch me to work... I'm waiting here at my dad's workshop...

My darn phone seems to be giving me probs lately... yesterday... it kept prompting me limited service... that means I could not call out... sianz... then today... I cannot recieve msges... that means I cannot recieve my dardar's sweet sweet morning msgs... *diao* "-_- haix... oh well... but my sweetie dar gave me alil surprise this morning... he told me to open a drawer and I found 2 lollies in it... heehee... and they are my fav flavour... ORANGE!!! heehee... so that kinda brightened up my day alil... heehee...

Well... last nite darling Andrea told me that she might be joining me in the morning at the showroom... (crosses my fingers) I hope she comes... or it'll be another boring day there...

haha... oh well... guess I blabbered enough liao will be back to update soonz... ciao~

Thursday, June 03, 2004

feeling.... tired

My heels finally gave way today... haha... I knew this day would come cos the strings were kinda wobbly afew days ago.... and its confirmed... Angeline's gonna stay in the work shop... that means I'm left alone in the sales side... Alone!! ALL ALONE!!!! I dun wan!!!!!!!! (shall learn from clara...) T_T

haha... think I saw familiar working at the 1st floor of centrepoint... in the POSB bank... was in a rush so could not see clearly... Nvm... tmr I'm gonna drop by and take a looksee... to double confirm... heehee...

As u can c... I've changed mi bloggie layout!!!! heehee... feeling all sooo reddy at the moment... haha... dunnoe y... asiany right? heehee... but at least the taggy board's back... that's good... then someone... like Angeline Tan shan't gimmie some silly excuses of not tagging me... haha...

So guys... know what to do yar?? FLOOD ME!!!! FLOOD MI TAG BORAD!!! haha... aiyo... going kinda kuku at the moment.... maybe I wasn't my old crazy self today.... that's y going kuku... haix... i was such a nice, quiet and soft spoken for the day... I know... i'm sooo sweet... woahas alright someone's gonna puke...

Aiya... lazy to type liao... haha... will be back soon I guess... takie care peeps... Love ya!!!!!!!

Tuesday, June 01, 2004

I'm gonna add a new link from mi bloggie... and that is UNCLE WANG!!!! hahaha... so mux visit mi old uncle wang okies? haha...

Oh well... went to watch the day after tmr.... Its sooo true sooo real... I actually had a nightmare smthing like the movie b4... but it happened to Singapore... scary.... I still remember that nightmare very clearly.... there was no place to run... no place to hide... in he end, I ran up to the highest floor in mi building... haha... how dumb... haha...

But have u given it a thought? what if all these really happened? What will happen to all of us... esp when Singapore is sooo small... And everyone knows that Singapore is sinking everyday... and we are slowly moving away from the equater... scary... juz one big wave and it will sweep the whole island away.... how freaky can that get...
hey hey pretty ones... heehee... I have a new entertainer wif me at work and that is my beloved darling ANGELINE!!!!!!!!!! hahaha... she'll be with me everyday... hmmmz... okok maybe not everyday but at least this week... haha... eh... nono... on wednesday she join me at sales... then friday sat and sun as well... heehee... she loves me I know... haha... she can't bear to leave me all alone in the showroom... hahaha... I feel sooo mean... haha...

Yesterday zhiwang dropped by cos he was bored shoppin with his mum and sis... haha.. and found out that he was interested in buying an aircon... woots~ haha... my potential customer... heehee... mi good eh?

One uncle who dropped by at the showroom told my uncle and aunt that one look at me, I am very friendly and approachable... and everyone will like me... hmmmz... for those whu know me... how do u find that remark... is it true?? hmmmz... I wonder... haha... but whu cares... oh well will be back to blog again soon so take care pple~ love ya~