hmmmz... not feelin too good today... dunnoe y... supposed to be happy when I meet mi dardar but somehow I felt smthing amiss... I dunnoe what is it... maybe I was too sleepy... In my heart, I wished that time would pass by more slowly... so that I could spend more time with him... but my acions make i seems like i'm trying to get rid of him... y... I really miss him... I really do... how?? can someone analyse this for me... why am I acting this way... but I know that I still love him and really wanna spend more time and be happy with him... haix...

Oh well... nvm... then b4 I met him, when I wen to my lift lobby, I saw a rabbit cage... and saw a rabbit in it... I did not really took notice of it cos I thought it might be my neighbour's rabbit so I just ignored it... but whu knows just now when I came home I went to take a peek at him... and I found out that one of them was dead!!!! and realised they were abandoned rabbits.... OMG!!! How can humans be so heartless... so despicable... so cruel... there was a note which stated... water please... and 2x labs... I dun understand what it meant so I wen home and told my dad to go take a look at him but he refused.... he said that rabbit might be infected with some disease or smthing.... I got so irritated I toke some vegies and gave him... hopefully he will be able to live till tmr and I'll call the SPCA up to pick him... =(

Note to all:

IF U CANNOT TAKE UP FULL RESPONSIBILITY OF TAKING CARE ANIMALS... DON'T REAR ANY!!! IF U HAPPEN TO OWN ONE.... TREAT THEM LIKE UR CHILD!!! DO NOT ABANDON THEM!!!

Why!!!! why mi song is not loading.... argh~ hahaha!!!! aiyo damm sianz sia... heehee... welly welly well... at last i've cut my bail of hay... haha quite satisfied with the results~ *grinz* well... gtg go meet mi dardar liao... will be back to update more about mi day yar? so I leave u guys with a quizzie i just took so... enjoy... heehee takie care... *smilez*


LOVING ONE. You need safety in your relationship.
You want to be sure in his/her arms, knowing
that he will protect you and you can be totally
devoted to your other. At this point you are
very vulnerable. You open yourself and dont
even think that he/she could cheat you. You
totally trust your partner in every single way.
SO if you find out that she/he lied to you or
played a game this trust is broken. You may try
to forgive your other but this will be very
difficult.He/She has to be friendly and
trustworthy.


~THE big LOVE TEST!! What do you need?!~

hmmmz.... realised that I've been missing for almost a week now... oh well.... can't help i was gettin lazy.... Lazy old Michele... haha...

Well... 2 nites ago, met up with mi dardar, Shal, TT, YY, Karen, Ken, Weihong, Ivan and friends to chill after work... haha... made it kinda like some lil year 1 class reunion thingie... hmmmz... the night wasn't that bad... but also quite boring lar... haha... then we had to leave early cos the nxt dae some of us had to work or go to sch... sianz...

And yesterday was the release of my results!!! haha... passed all modules at last... and surprisingly I passed my ESD... (some dumb comp programming shit ass thing) haha... thanks to my beloved gal Karen... haha... studied with me thru the night b4 the exam... thanks a mil girl... love ya~ haha...

Oh and for 2 days 2 lovely pple came to visit me at mi work place.... haha... thanks Ben and Zhiwang... they really made my day man... it was sooo super duper borin... haha... hey hey guys reallie sorry leh... cos I dun bring my ez-link card around one heehee so had to leave... hmmmz... feel so bad all of a sudden...

Oh and today... my lovely poster design came in... and its now stuck to the glass... Anyone wanna buy kitchen appliances? haha I'm promoting now... haha!!! We're having sale!!! so head on down to centre point shoppin complex level 5 unit 02... OCBC credit card holders will get 10% discount OR 0% interest on 12 mths installments.... and promotion is on from 28th May - 4th July... do drop by yar?? hahaha.... i feel sooo chialat now.... heehee...

Oh well... guess that's bout all peeps~ takie care... *hugz*

Lost...or...Confused???

I think and I think
Never getting anywhere
Time passes on by
Never knowing where that time went

Staring off into space
Feels like all thoughts are only lost
So tangled, so confused
All mixed up

Not sure what to do
Or what to feel
I feel I've lost control
Of what was once so real

I think and I think
Never getting anywhere
Am I lost beyond reach
Or just confused beyond belief?

Copyright © 2004 Cherie Hinkle

sith sense

my sith sense never fail me.... I sense somthing wrong.... smthing really wrong... I dun like this feeling... I really really don't... I dunnoe what is happening... I feel that I am going to find out smthing... smthing really really bad.... I shan't jump into any conclusions till I gather my facts... and I believe that its nearing... the truth is coming to light.... Once I gather my facts, hmmmz... haven' thought what I will do... but curious now... totally curious... I shall further my investigation... I shall not make this problem of mine known yet... when I need help I will ask.... Tmr... tmr will be the day... the day whereby my investigations starts... but now... I need to clear my mind first to put the pieces together... like a jigsaw puzzle... I will solve this mystery... or should I say puzzle... No matter what... I am gonna do it!!!

Wish me luck~

mi Sundae

hmmmz.... its my grandpa's death anniversary today so mi dad and I went down to Shuang Lin Si to pay our respects to him... After paying our respects, Angeline, Amanda, mi aunt, uncle and I headed down to CP to open the shop for business...

Later Amelia joined us so the four of us went down to Fish and Co for lunch... All of us had seafood platter... Amanda dun eat sotongs so she gave me all her sotongs... Amelia could not finish her prawns so she gave angeline 2 and me 2.... then angeline could not finish her sotongs cos of her braces so she gave me some of hers.... After eating all the food... I felt soooo...... full.... oh gawd... that I could not eat my dinner... hmmz... maybe tmr breakfast can oso skip le... heehee...

After lunch, the gals went to catch a movie while I had to go back to work... *sianz*
but not too bad cos after work... met up wif mi dardar and we met up wif the gals as well and went SHOPPIN!!! haha...

But kinda sian leh.... cos did not buy anything home.... how... die lar... I am in a shoppin mood.... *sighz* but lacking $$$... haha... someone sponser me? haha... *joking* hmmmz... from this week onwards... I'm gonna change mi off day to Sunday!!! hahaha... better... otherwise I feel so uneasy... haha... first time working on Sunday feels weird... haha... but good oso cos got longer time mi mi dardar.. heehee...

Newayz... gtg le... so takie care peeps.. *smilez*

missed mi dardar sooo much... finally got to see him!!!

OOOOhhh... how much I miss mi dardar... haha... yar yar here I go again toking about mi dar... heehee... but I reallie missed him wad... heehee...

Well... spent a total of $400+++ today... which is reallie reallie reallie bad... hmmmz... Went with Angel, zi sim and mi mummy to some skin clinic today reccomended by my beloved aunty... Andrea's mum... heehee.. hear that that place was reallie good and effective... so decided to give it a try... heehee... Well... the consultation and "medication" costed us a bomb... oh gawd and we hafta carry on for I dunnoe how long man... haha...

After the consultation thingie, all four of us went to lucky plaza for lunch... oooh mi golly... their ban mian and mee hoon kuey is oooohhhh soooo good.... haha... I had tom yam u-mian... it was fantastic... haha... mi mum had the slice fish ban mian... and it smelt sooo good.. haha and Angel had the normal u-mian... *fabulous* and mi aunt?? haha she had the dumplings from the same stall and it was.... spectacular... haha... every bite that u take... u would be able to feel the crunchyness and the juice will juz ooze into ur mouth and leave a great taste on ur tase buds... haha... as I'm toking here... I'm feeling alil hungry... *drools* heehee... my oh my... I feel like such a glutton... How~ haha...

After Lunch, Angel and I went over to YCK to book our final theory while my mum went to shop and mi aunt went home... haha... Who knows when we arrived, the bloody counter was CLOSED!!!!!!! Argh~ hahaha... so we haf no choice but to leave and come back another day... haiz... how sad... haha... so we decided to go shoppin at J8... AH!!!! everywhere sale.... haha... spent 63 bucks on a silly pink blouse and a pair of jeans... wanted to buy a pair of black heels from Charle's and Kieth but no salary = no money... so cannot buy... haha *sianz*

Well... we shopped awhile more then mi dardar came to find me... heehee... so Angeline left for home while mi dardar and I went down to PS.. haha.. we had pizza for dinner then shopped around and took a seat at starbucks... chatted awhile... oooh and I saw this small stall which sold quite a number of goods from the Philipines... and he was selling this 4 leaf clover necklace... I know how rare a 4 leaf clover was and I want that necklace... and he told me that there was no stock at the moment and the next shopment will be in June.... so I'm waiting.. and I wonder should I book now? its actually a 4 leaf clover compressed and placed on a necklace and there is a small green crystal on top of it... its really rare and pretty... should I get it??? its $35..

I need help to make mi decision... so should I get it??? *haix*

Long long time no quizzies so here r some for the oh bored ones...

What childhood toy from the 80s are you?

You're My Little Pony!! Sweet and innocent and
happy, you make people want to spew burrito
chunks. Even a Care Bear could kick your ass.

What kind of kiss are you?

You have an entrancing kiss~ the kind that leaves
your partner bedazzled and maybe even feeling
he/she is dreaming. Quite effective; the kiss
that never lessens and always blows your
partner away like the first time.

What Sign of Affection Are You?

cuddle and a kiss on the forehead - you like to be
close to your special someone and feel warm,
comfortable, and needed

Weird school rules

Came across this bulletin in friendster which says about sec school life... and there was one question that said... " What was the most dumb school rule that u've encountered" or smthing whereabout..

Haha... I recalled and remembered some silly school rules that we had... haha... or at the moment the rule still exist.. haha!! cos as u know... IJ uniforms are the ones with a white shirt below and a blue overall... with a belt... haha...

There is a rule that says the skirt portion must not be 2 fingers above the knee... and if the skirt is found to be 2 fingers or more above the knee, the girl would hafta wear a bright PINK skirt... haha... silly eh?? and if the belt was too loose... they would hafta wear a BRIGHT PINK belt... haha... that was funnie... ohoh... and as for the hair, it musn't be above the ears or else the girl would be offered a wig... how hilarious can that get?

I remember when I was in sec4, we had this self awareness camp... and I was late for school... so the discipline mistress made all late comers run 2 rounds round the track and if we are slower than her, I cannot go for the camp... haha... and would also hafta serve detention... but luckily I ran fast enough for her not to catch up...haha... *heng ah* but it was fun...

Actually... I kinda like my sec sch... the teachers were cool... haha... missed them... ermz... ok... except for some I cannot tahan... haha... oh well.. guess one day thou shall go back and visit.. teehee... *smilez*

okok... guess... thou shall log off now... as usual waiting to for work at the memoent... so takie care pple~ haha... oh and PENNY!!! Jia You!!!!!!! *winks* ( I know u know what I mean) haha...
Buaiz!!

HAPPIE BIRTHDAE MUMMY!!! HAPPIE BIRTHDAY MUMMY!!!

A day not too good

Well... currently at my dad's office waiting for my aunt to bring me to work... feeling kinda lousy at the moment... Cos yesterday about an hour or so after lunch mi nose started bleeding profusely... for I dunnoe what reason... Clara and Penny saw so the 2 sweeties went to buy coconut drink for me... such sweeties... Love u babes~ then mi dardar, Zien, Zhiwang and Jianghao came up and they noticed mi poor nosey bleeding... so they came up with ways and means to stop my bleeding and told me the food I should take and should not take... Orh... I feel sooo loved~ teehee~

Then met all 5 of them up again after work... watched Van Helsing... the show's not bad... keep getting on and off shocks... and mi silly mama bear grabbed mi arm till like there was no blood... mi arm needed to BREATHE!!!!!!!!! haha... sorry darling~ haha but I still love u... haha... After the movie... we went for dinner and headed home~

Who knows later that nite at bout 2... mi poor nosey bleeded again!!!! Irritated, I stuffed a tissue into mi nose and went back to sleep... haix~ then thismorning it bleeded again... *sianz* I think I am loosing too much blood... feeling kinda giddy at the moment... haix... well.. wish me the best for the long long day ahead man~

At last the first off day

Greeting my fellow bloggers!!! hahaha... being insane at the moment... Why u may ask... Cos... I'm going to work soon... *sobs* Sunday... Still hafta work... poor me~ haix~ oh well... cos its a Sunday and usually shopping centers will be full of pple... so hafta help out... *grinx*

Well... yesterday was my off day... so gathered afew pple to go out wif me... heehee... Dragged mi dardar... Shal a.k.a sweetheart... Zien... and Jianghao to mediacorp.. and all of us took application forms for caliafare... haha... wat to do... we need cash!!! haha... (kidding) we just wanted to sign up for fun to see whats it all about... *teehee* then later we went down town for lunch... had rice with many many dishes.... felt like one big family eating together... haha~ After lunch, we went shoppin round town.. and later mi 2 other cousins joined us... (Angeline and Amanda) cos we were gonna catch AJ's concert held at the Kallang theater... well.. Amelia was performing cos she is currently in the Aj's choir... so we being nice went to support her... haha~ ain't we sweet~ haha...

The concert wasn't bad... their dance club was good.... choir... oso not bad... haha... the choir members looked sooo cute in their kimonos... haha... esp mi cousin... hmmz... she did not look chinese at all on stage... she looked eurasian... haha... mi dardar... chia lat... he said he cannot see faces ... onli can see good figures... .... haix... guess guys will be guys... haiz... haha... but on the whole... I enjoyed miself... eben though I kenahed some blisters cos of mi darn heels... haha!!! it was a spectacular performance~ haha... hey Amelia dearie~ u gals did a gggrrreeeaaatttt job boi... haha...

well well... guess I'll hafta leave now... cos hafta go for work... so takie care peeps~ love ya loads~ *mmmm..uuuu...aaakkkkssss*

missing for a day... back in action

hey hey hey!!!! I have no idea what to update~ haha~ wat to do... life hasn't been really good for me... everything is sooo routine and monotonous... haix~ well... in this line... met lotsa pple... different kinds of pple with different characters... haha... thought one of the salesman wasn't bad lookin.. =X haha... nah... not reallie the salesman but his boss... haha... well... the boss looked younger than the salesman.. heehee... okok... newayz... Had a 1 hr lunch with mi dardar tody... that sweetie came down to join me for lunch... *grinz*

Happie 1 year 3 months dar... I LOVE U!!!!!! heehee

Well after lunch he went up with me to mi work place and chatted with mi uncle... hehee... oooh and I bought this really nice crystal butterfly chopstick like thingie for mi hair... I love it~ its made up of many crystals... with various shades of blue.. *pretty* shall show u guys one day yar?? heehee...

As usual... also ran many many errands today... but it wasn't as bad as yesterday... haha... Yesterday was the worst... mi aunt made me walk from Centerpoint all the way to Lido Isetan to collect smthing for her... haha... bad experience... haha but oso not bad cos can do some window shoppin as well... oooh n not to mention look out for some eye candies... heehee...

oh well... shall not go on toking bout mi boring day or i would reallie bore u guys haha... so shall leave now... adios....

mi dar is back!!!!!

Yupz... he's back... back from the trip... *grinz* happy! cos that means I can hear mi dardar voice again... and can c his msgs and all... *smiliez*

At work today... served 2 customers!!! haha i seem so proud of it eh? *grinz* haha... then I moved 2 refrigerators and 3 gas cooker plus oven... haha... feelin fit all of a sudden... heehee... kinda crowded at the shop today... maybe its cos of the Robinsons sale happening next door so pple happened to pop by and look see... heehee...

Oooh... and I'm gonna go another round of advance theory~ haha this time.... I AM GONNA PASS~ haha... I know... I keep sayin that but its not happening... y!!!!!!!! hahaha.... this time hopefully it'll be good~ heehee...

Aiya~ lazy to type le... heehee... takie greaty care peeps~ *muaks*

miss u like crazy

I always call you my boy
I always call you my dear
I always call you the love
The love that I never had

When I think of you
I don't know what to do
When will I see you again

[Chorus:]
I miss you like crazy
Even More than words can say
I miss you like crazy
Every minute of every day
Boy I'm so down when your love's not around
I miss you, miss you, miss you
I miss you like crazy

You are all that I want
You are all that I need
Can't you see how I feel
Can't you see that my pain's so real

When I think of you
I don't know what to do
When will I see you again

[chorus]
(sing to the tune of the Moffatts 'miss you like crazy')

I know... kinda dumb cos mi dar only left for malaysia like this morning and will be back tmr evening and I miss him till like that... but I really miss him.... dear... how i wish I can tok to u now... think I had been too selfish too stubbon for too long... its time to cool off and listen to him...

At work today... haha did nothing but run errands and stamp brochures... learnt some sales tactics though... but quite a boring day... haix~ Shal came to visit me... but I was havin lunch at that time so did not see her... darling~ I will meet up with ya soon okies? so sorry~ *smilez* haix... dunnoe what to blog liao... only know that I miss him... *sighz*

1st day at work

Y!!!!!!! hahaha... blogger has changed soo much within a night... haha... a comp idiot like me had to go thru sooo much trouble just to find out how to type an entry... haix... wo hao shi bai orh.... heehee... welly well well... at least I've found mi way round and figured out ha! I'm smart... *tink tink* heehee...

As u can see from mi title... today was the 1st day of work... everything went along fine... Had to learn more bout refrigerators and all... it was quite a good experience... well at least it was better than the service side... at the service side.. u get shit all day whereas in the sales side its more relaxing... *smilez* and I realized quite a number of pple studyin in Ngee Ann is working in centrepoint... cos when I walked around, I saw this very familiar face in the shop 'Molecule' y y it was a girl from mi school but different course.. ha! If i am not wrong she should be in business 1st year student... going 2nd year... and mi cousin work just 1 floor below directly opposite of where I am currently working at... Isn't it cool~ haha... Ooh.. and I went back to doing accounts again at the place where I'm working now....

how cute... After loosing touch with my accounts for like 2 years... I'm back to doing it... and I know why I did not wanna go into accountancy in the first place... cos its boring.... I went starry all dae~ *_* haha... but it was kinda relaxing lar...haha... so that's good....

Oooh... and I had a wonderful lunch with mi dardar today... heehee... we had pizza for lunch... (soooo full)*burps* excuse me... heehee... I was sooo full that I could hardly eat my dinner... supposed to have duck rice for dinner but in the end I only ate 1/4 of the rice and I finished the few slices of duck and 1/2 an egg.... haha!!! *full*

hmmmz... I guess I've typed far too much... guess u guys must be bored reading liao... *grinz* so thou shall leave now... takie care peeps.... ~cheeridoodles~ *huggies*

HapPy_mUmMy_dAy!!!!!

Well Well... the day's here again... its MOTHERS' DAY!!!! well... not much of a celebration today cos my aunt just came to Singapore so my mum brought them on a 1 day trip to Malacca... gees~ heehee... she asked me if I wanted to join but I rejected her... cos I wanted to rot at home... heehee... so guess I'll wish her later tonight... heehee...

yesterday remember I mentioned that I was gonna take a short nap??? haha~ I actually slept thru the night insted~ hahaha... let moi see... I slept at 5++ in the evening and woke up at 9++ dis morning~ woah~ Shiok~ heehee... I know... pple might say that I'm such a piggy~ heehee... but who cares~ I was tired!!!! haha... changed mi bloggy skin~ heehee thought that I need some colours in my life... esp... since exams has ended... teehee~ but I had no space to put in mi tag board so hafta make do with a guestbook... heehee... so muz flood mi guestbook okies? hahaa~

Starting work tmr... sianz... heehee... oh remember I was mentioning that I wanted to get the Samsung E700A hp?? haha... my dad told me to trade in my fone for that!!!!! haha... and I think he's paying... heehee... I'm gonna get a new hp... WOOHOO~ * waiting patiently for that day * (prays)

Mi dardar going off to malaysia for 3 days 2 nights.... hope that he'll haf a safe and wonderful trip... dar... enjoy urself okies? heehee... bon voyage~ if got chance i wan prezzies heehee... well well.. mi wanna go watch mi tv liaoz.... takie carez~ but before i leave I wanna say special thanks to Zhiwang for solving the song problem in my bloggie and mi dardar for telling me which song to put... heehee.... 10q!!!!!! *smilez* going off now.... *winks* haha...

fruitful weekend??

Hey hey my pretty dearies~ hahaha... yupz... exams are over!!!!!!! woohoo~ but I'm starting work next week.... *sobz* quick eh? haha... well... what to do... I'm short of cash!!!!! haha... I need the money... hahaha... welly welly... on Thursday was my last paper... it was some computer programming thingie~ haha... lucky thing I memorised the programs cos the 3 questions that I predicted all came out!!!! Surprise Surprise~ haha... guess I was a really lucky girl... heehee...

well... after the examination.... mi dardar and I met up with Zien and Shalgia to buy Zien's fishing stuffs~ heehee... We came across this reallie Retro shop in the middle of Kampong Glam.... it was cool~ they had this reallie old radio which was I think used in the 1950s or 60's and its surprisingly working~ haha~ The things that caught my eye were the nice and big starry earings and the circular ones~ oooohhhh pretty~ oh and not to forget the nice nice blind like curtains... They were blue and purple.... I wanna hang them in my room... haha I dun care... one day... I shall drag my dad to the place to take a look see~ heehee... *dreamz* haha....

oh did I mention that I simply love Shal's fone?? haha... hmmmz.... think I did not... I LOVE HER E700A!!!!!!!!!!!! haha... now then I know that it actually has a night mode... which means that I could take photos in the dark~ haha!!!! I could also take a self portrait which is smthing like my 180 degrees rotatory lens.... oh and I could choose if I wanna take a single shot... 9 shots or 16 shots... and they had this adobe photoshop like thingie which allows u to take ur pics in a form of a sketch... emboss ur pics or whateva creative stuff u would like to do.... and most importantly..... its much smaller than mi silly phone~ heehee~ I WAN!!!!!! *hint hint to mi dardar or daddy~* heehee... I kow they would say wait long long okies? haix~ haha...

I dunnoe why.... I have the sudden urge to fish... haha... dar~ when are we gonna fish??? heehee... *waiting* this time I wanna bring the fishies home and cook them for mi mum and dad.... heehee..... *yummy yum yum* heehee.... okok... maybe cook for mi dar oso.... heehee... see first~ haha... welly well well... guess I'm gonna stop here for now.... can't stand te state of mi room.... its too messy~ gonna tidy it up!!! first time hearing Michele cleaning her room eh? haha... well.... after that maybe I shall have a short nappy~ heehes~ takie care pple~ buaiz~